Learning the right love

3

The next day I wore sweat pants and Kyle's sweat shirt. I put on a pair of ugg boots and put my hair in a messy bun... I walked in the door and got stairs from everyone. I geuss they do watch the news. A guy looks me up and down and nods. Like I need his approval...he walks up to my locker. I stand there looking at him. "Do you need something" I say, clearly agitated
"yea I wanna be your friend" he says ignoring my agitation.
"fuck you I don't want your pity" I grab my stuff and storm away from my locker into math class shit I didn't get any of my home work done. Thank god class didn't start for at least 10 minutes I pulled the Math book out of the stack of crap I lug around and start filling the answers out.

"Willow" the teacher called out I was almost done "one sec" and done. I walked up to her desk "did you get your home work done" I nodded "at home" she added and I shook my head. " I'm so sorry for what happened to you the fact that you came to school and got your home work done in less than 5 minutes gives you an A and the rest of the year to do whatever you like and you can sit in the back to avoid the stares" I smiled weekly at her. I moved to the back and got the rest of my home work and started working on it. About half way through the class there was a knock on the door. No. Not the guidance consiler. Anything but. "Class this is Cody he is new here" thank you God. I continued my work when the teacher called my name "can you move your things so he can sit next to you" "yea sorry" I got up. And accidentally bumped into him. "Sorry"

"hey be careful you don't get aids touching that she fucks any moving thing" a student yells.
I grabbed my stuff and left the class room. I walked to my locker and shoved everything into my book bag. I throw my book bag onto the ground and pounded my head on the locker a few times I grabbed my bag and went to the gym room. I went to the locker room and changed I had shorts and a sports bra on and my hair was in a high pony tail. I unzipped the compartment in my bag and pulled out boxing gloves

I slid them on and walked to the boys side of the room and into the locker room a few guys were changing. They stopped and looked at me but I continued through it to the weight room. I had my bag on my shoulder. I grabbed my I phone and put my headphones in listening to Eminem. I started slapping the bag. Then slapping went to hitting and hitting went to punching and punching. Turned into full out fighting.

"I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now
But hey, what daddy always tell you?
Straighten up little soldier
Stiffen up that upper lip
What you crying about?
You got me."

Mocking bird bye Eminem came on and I started punching the bag with as much force as I had when music stopped. I looked over to see the principle and another guy I haven't seen before. "This is tyler I was just showing him around, I would like for you to either stay in here till lunch then eat and come back here or u can go home."  "I don't eat and I'm not going home" I answered rudely I put my head phones back in and played rap god by eminem.

You're pointless as Rapunzel with fucking cornrows
You're like normal, fuck being normal
And I just bought a new Raygun from the future"

To just come and shoot ya like when Fabolous made Ray J mad
'Cause Fab said he looked like a fag at Maywhether's pad
Singin' to a man while they played piano
Man, oh man, that was a 24/7 special on the cable channel
So Ray J went straight to the radio station the very next day
"Hey, Fab, I'mma kill you"
Lyrics coming at you at supersonic speed

This is my part the one I rap along with and fight my hardest at.

"Uh, sama lamaa duma lamaa you assuming I'm a human
What I gotta do to get it through to you I'm superhuman
Innovative and I'm made of rubber
So that anything you saying ricocheting off of me and it'll glue to you
I'm never stating, more than never demonstrating
How to give a motherfuckin' audience a feeling like it's levitating
Never fading, and I know that the haters are forever waiting
For the day that they can say I fell off, they'd be celebrating
Cause I know the way to get 'em motivated
I make elevating music, you make elevator music
Oh, he's too mainstream
Well, that's what they do when they get jealous, they confuse it
It's not hip hop, it's pop, cause I found a hella way to fuse it
With rock, shock rap with Doc
Throw on Lose Yourself and make 'em lose it
I don't know how to make songs like that
I don't know what words to use
Let me know when it occurs to you
While I'm ripping any one of these verses diverse as you
It's curtains, I'm inadvertently hurtin' you
How many verses I gotta murder to,
Prove that if you're half as nice at songs you can sacrifice virgins too uh!
School flunkie, pill junky
But look at the accolades the skills brung me
Full of myself, but still hungry
I bully myself cause I make me do what I put my mind to
And I'm a million leagues above you, ill when I speak in tongues
But it's still tongue in cheek, fuck you
I'm drunk so Satan take the fucking wheel, I'm asleep in the front seat
Bumping Heavy D and the Boys, still chunky, but funky
But in my head there's something I can feel tugging and struggling
Angels fight with devils, here's what they want from me
They asking me to eliminate some of the women hate
But if you take into consideration the bitter hatred that I had
Then you may be a little patient and more sympathetic to the situation
And understand the discrimination
But fuck it, life's handing you lemons, make lemonade then
But if I can't batter the women how the fuck am I supposed to bake them a cake then?
Don't mistake it for Satan
It's a fatal mistake if you think I need to be overseas
And take a vacation to trip a broad
And make her fall on her face and don't be a retard
Be a king? Think not, why be a king when you can be a God?"

By the time I was finished rapping and punch/kicking the punching bag it was laying on the ground
"Shit" I said under my breath. I picked the bag up and hung it on the hook. The lunch bell rang and I went to get some water I walked in and all eyes went on me I walked up to the lunch line grabbed a water and stormed out. That new guy Cody ran up behind me "hey wait up" he called
"Why so you can make fun of me like the rest of them" I say defensively.
I turned into the hall.  I put my head down and walked out of the cafeteria. I disappeared into the locker room to retrieve my stuff. After making sure the cost was clear, I turned down the hall and walked as fast as I could. I thought I could drive myself home but I didn't want to go home..... I drove myself to Kyle's house. He was the only one I wanted to stress about my day to.