Please Dont

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Alli POV

I bury my face into Michael's shirt and let the tears spill.

"Please dont touch me Luke. Please." I whimper. "I cant handle it."

I hear him stop just behind me. I feel his presence.

I hug Michael tighter.

"Im sorry Alli..." He whispers.

I feel Michael tense right before i feel his hand pon my shoulder. Luke's hand.

"Mate," Michael says, his arms tighten around my waist, his hands on my sides.

Luke's hand doesnt move and i whisper something in Michaels ear.

"really?" He asks.

I nod.

"Alright, here Luke."

Michael lets go of me and first, Luke looks surprised and then he looks at me, at my tears.

"Oh my god... Alli, can I...?"

"Just... please..." I whimper.

He knows what i want.

He knows i want him too to see if i still feel the butterflies.

So he does it.

He kisses me.

The feeling that goes through my body is unexplainable.

My knees go weak, sadness overwhelms me, happiness as well, and...

Butterflies.

I pull away and collapse on the floor.

"Alli!" Luke says and immediately gathers me in his arms, bringing me to my feet and holding me close to his chest.

"I miss you." I sob into his chest.

"I miss you so much." Luke says into my hair. "Everyone left."

I look up and indeed, everyone is gone.

"They left us alone." I smile.

"Alli. Can i cuddle you? I missed cuddling so much." Luke says in a weak voice.

I smile at him and nod.

He pulls me to the couch and lays down, pulling me down ontop of him.

He tangles our legs together and i look at him. "I really missed you." i say.

"I missed you so much more. I cried everynight and all i thought about was how big of a fuck up i am for loosing the best thing that has ever happened to me." Luke says with sad eyes

"Wow." I whisper. "I cried every night, i never left the house without Michael or Ashton or Calum and if i did i was depressed. I really missed you. I love you, Luke." 

"I love you so much." Luke says before kissing me.

Does this mean i forgive him?

That we are back together?

I dont know maybe.

I kiss him back and let our lips move in sync.

He holds me close to him as we kiss, his thumbs rubbing the exposed skin on my back.

It makes me shiver.

"god, i missed this." Luke breathes against my lips.

I scoot down and rest my head on his chest, one hand cupping his cheek, playing with his lip ring, the other up the sleeve pf his shirt, exploring his shoulder and bicep.

One his his hands is on my hipp, the other, roams the exposed skin of my back.


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