At first our lips were just sitting against each other.
And then, Luke wrapped his arms around me and moved his lips.
I moved mine.
We kissed and then I pulled away.
"I um, er, uh, I'll just uh, go." Luke says, standing.
"Luke," I whisper.
"Yes?" he asks, looking nervous.
"Kiss me again," I say.
He doesn't hesitate.
We connect our lips agian and this time, it's longer.
His lips were warm and soft and felt right.
And his hands that were at my sides, sent shivers down my spine.
Do I like him? I can't. He will leave me.
So why am I kissing him??
I pull away and place a hand on his chest.
Luke stands and hurries off, silent.
Whoa.
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Luke POV
I kissed her.
Twice.
But then I left, wow such a dick move.
I run my fingers through my hair and then slam them against the steering wheel.
Shit.
What's wrong with me?
I can't believe it.
Her lips were so soft an so.... right.
Why did I leave? Why?
Should I go back in?
Right then, it started to pour.
I sighed and decided to go and buy her something to make it up to her.
-
"Girlfriend?" the lady behind the counter at Kay Jewelers asks as she wraps the ring and paper and then puts it in a bag.
"Uh," I start, hesitating. "Yea, birthday."
God, I'm so fucking stupid.
The blonde nods and gives me the bag.
"Have a nice day," she smiles as I turn to leave.
"You too,"
I walk out of the shop and spring through the rain to my car, starting it and speeding towards Alli's house.
As I pull into her driveway, I start to wonder if she was mad at me.
Or upset.
Well, shit. This isn't gunna be good.
I sigh, pull the ring box out of the paper and bag and slide out of my car.
Running up to the porch, I sheild the box.
My hair is wet and sticking to my face, my eyes are probably bloodshot 'cause I was crying, and I probably look like shit.
Fuck it.
I knock and wait for her to answer.
The door slowly opens to reveal Alli.
It was obvious she was crying, her cheeks were red, mascara that I didn't know she had on was running down her face, her hair was a complete mess, and tears were still pouring out of her eyes.
"L-Luke?" she slides my hoodie over her hands and cuddles into it.
Damn, she looks good in that.
Shit, focus.
"Alli, I'm really sorry," I sigh.
"Shut up," she sobs. "You made me worse,"
"Worse? What do you mean?" I ask, slightly panicking.
"I can't even deal with my own pain! You sick bastard!" she screams, still crying.
"Alli, no! Im so sorry! I got you something-"
"You think buying me something will fix this? Fix me?" she asks, clutching her chest.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean-"
"You didn't mean to hurt me right? is that what you're going to say? Well fuck you! You hurt me! Do you realize how much that fucking hurt me?" She hiccups a few times from the lack of breath and the crying.
I did this to her.
I did.
I'm such a fucking screw up.
"Alli, I thought you were going to hate me. Im sorry!" I say, fresh tears running down both of our faces.
"I don't hate you! Both of those kisses were amazing, Luke! Did you not like them? Do you not think I cared? I do! I care!" she collapses on the floor in her entry way.
"Alli, stop crying, its okay." I bend down.
"Stop! Don't touch me!" she screeches.
This hurts me so much.
"I didn't mean to hurt you! Because- Because I love you!" I shout.
I just.. no... what... do I love her?
Yes, I do. I love Alli.
"W-What?"
"I love you. I know you don't want to date a superstar. I understand. You have trust issues. Alli, you can trust me. I want to fix you. (A/N: play Fix You by Coldplay.) I want to help you. I know that we met only a few weeks ago. I don't know how I feel so hard and so fast for you. Im not asking you date me right away. Im asking you to trust me. You can tell me anything. I love you." I breathe.
She stares at me.
I fucked up again.
"Luke, I think- I think I love you too. But I'm not going to date you. I can't. I can't even trust myself. I can't. There are so many I can'ts in my life. Fuck." she breathes slowly.
"Alli, I bought you this. Too show you that you can trust me. It say 11:54." I open the box and show her.
There is a trail of diamonds on both sides of the numbers 11:54.
"Luke, it's beautiful..." she says, tears silently going down her face.
This night had flown by.
I don't know what's happened.
I told her I loved her. And she told me she loved.
What can't she trust me with? Why?
I pull the ring out of the box and push it onto her finger.
She looks at it and rises off te ground.
Without warning, she flys into my arms and we clutch each other for dear life.
She sobs, I rub her back.
"Everything will be okay. I wont let anyone hurt you. I promise."
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