For the past, 3 days i think, ive been laying around, wishing up books to read, paper and pens to draw and write, and playing with Kylie.\
We've gotten closer.
She told me that her mom died just a little while back.
But she is still as happy as can be, which is the oppisite of me.
Im miaserable without Luke.
Without contact to him.
Ive been in the real world, Luke is so sad. He has barely left the hospital.
He has very noticable stubble, his hair is half up, half down, and as far as i know, he hasnt eaten at all.
I think that he still believes that its his fault.
Its not his fault.
Im not mad at him. I just really miss him.
"Kylie, im going to visit Luke. Do you want to come?" I ask, setting Go Ask Alice down.
She shakes her head as she plays with a doll.
"Alright, illl be back," I peck her forehead and hurry through the door.
"Luke," I whisper when i see him.
His head snaps up, like everyother time.
"Alli," He answers.
To him, i sound really echo-y and ghost like.
To me, he sounds other-worldy, but everytime i hear his voice, i cant help but cry.
god i want to kiss h im.
"I miss you," i sniff.
Can he hear me crying?
"Dont cry, the doctors say you will wake up soon." He gives a sad smile.
Thats a yes.
"did they give an exact date?" I ask, holding back throaty sobs.
"A week or two." HE answers.
"I cant wait that long to kiss you again," I let a sob out and he visibly cringes.
"PLease dont cry, i cant comfort you," HE whimpers.
"Im sorry," I breathe. "I have to go, Luke. I love you," I cry and slide back out, only hearing him rely
"i love you more, Alli,"
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I think im falling into depression again.
Damn it.
I miss Luke so much.
God, i cant stand this.
"I wish that i could wake up with Amnesia," I sing along to the music i wished up.
Those lyrics are so true.
"Alli?" Kylie asks. "Can you sing for me again?"
"Sure," I nod, taking my earbuds out and raking me brain for a soong.
Got one.
"
I'm gonna make it bend and break
(It sent you to me without wings)
Say a prayer but let the good times roll
In case God doesn't show
(Let the good times roll, let the good times roll)
And I want these words to make things right
But it's the wrongs that make the words come to life
"Who does he think he is?"
If that's the worst you got
Better put your fingers back to the keys
One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great
"He tastes like you only sweeter,"
One night, yeah, and one more time
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories
"See, he tastes like you only sweeter."
Been looking forward to the future
But my eyesight is going bad
And this crystal ball
It's always cloudy except for (except for)
When you look into the past (look into the past)
One night stand (one night stand oh)
One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great
"He tastes like you only sweeter."
One night, yeah, and one more time
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories
"See, he tastes like you only sweeter."
They say I only think in the form of crunching numbers
In hotel rooms collecting page six lovers
Get me out of my mind and get you out of those clothes
I'm a liner away from getting you into the mood, whoa
One night and one more time
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great
"He tastes like you only sweeter."
One night, (Oh!) yeah, (Oh!) and one more time
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories
"See, he tastes like you only sweeter."
One night and one more time (One more night, one more time)
Thanks for the memories
Even though they weren't so great
"He tastes like you only sweeter." (Oh)
One night, yeah, and one more time (One more night, one more time)
Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories (Thanks for the memories, thanks for the memories)
"See, he tastes like you only sweeter." (Oh)
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