Luke was right. Tommorrow he is leaving and right now, we are laughing.
"Lets go upstairs," He whispers, his hand resting on my upper thigh.
No, we arent drunk. Just a lot of tension.
"Okay," I kiss him and then race upstairs.
"Dont run away from me," HE growls playfully.
HE pushes me gently so im on my back on my bed. HE hovers over me and then his lips connect to my neck.
He sucks and i know it leaves a mark.
I tiny moan escapes my lips.
HE chuckles.
I buck my hips towards him.
"I dont want to leave without doing this," HE smirks and crashes his lips to mine.
HE lifts his shirt over his head and so do i.
He pecks my collarbone gently and trails down to my belly button.
I run my fingers through his hair.
I knew this was gunna happen tonight. We both did. Why stop it?
He pulls at my jeans and then slides them down. I kick them off.
his hands squezze my hips. i buck them up.
Soon we are both naked.
"I love you," He whispers againt my neck.
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I wake up to sadness.
They're leaving.
Like in 2 hours.
I sigh and snuggle close to Luke's bare chest.
He tightens his arms around me.
I smiles andd kiss his chest.
He doesnt wake.
And it makes me happy because i can just lay here with the one i love, 2 hours before he leaves for a whole year.
He told me that they will have breaks and they will visit.
But i dont know. Im not good with long distance.
Should i break up with him?
I dont know, i love him so much.
But what if we do stay together and he cheats.
Thats a possibility.
Do i trust him with that?
I love him, i trust him, but you never know.
I could always go with him.
That seems really cliche. Boyfriend goes on a year tor and you go with.
I dont really want to leave kylie.
We could take her with.
No no no. Not gunna happen.
She's only a little girl!
I sigh.
I want to go. But i cant leave Kylie alone.
My mom wont be home for another month.
Luke starts to stir and i look at the time.
Almost noon. He leaves at 2 to go to the airport.
Luke's eyes open.
"Morning, beautiful." He says, his gruffy morning voice giving me shivers.
"Morning," I give him a small smile.
"What are you thinking about?"
I tell him about all my worries and how i want to go but icant leave Kylie. How my mom will be home in a month.
"Well, today is July 17, on August 19 we come back home fora few days. you could stay here with Kylie for that month. When we get here, your mom will be home so yo can join us then," HE kisses my forehead.
Thats true.
"I could i guess." I smile. "Thats actually a good idea. We'll do that."
HEY GUYS
I WANT TO START DOING DEDICATIONS IN EVERY CHAPTER.
WHATEVER COMMENT MAKES ME LAUGH OR I LOVE THE MOST OR WHO CATCHS MY EYES IN MY NOTIFICATIONS FOR VOTES OR FOLLOWS ME, ILL DEDICATE A CHAPTER TOO.
THIS CHAPTER IM DEDICATING IT TO MY BEST FRIEND KYLIE. I LOVE YOU.
ILL PICK RANDOMLY LOL.
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