I think I failed the exam on one of my subjects. I hate myself so much. My friend told me that past is past. I told him, "If past is past, why are we still studying about history?". Then I remembered, I used to tell him the same thing as well whenever he thought that he failed a test.
I should have comforted him during those moments that he feels down, not because I wanted him to comfort me too, but I understand it now. The self-loathing, regret, and guilt are killing me. I'll do better next time.
Have you ever had the same experience as this before?
