𝙄𝙣𝙩𝙤𝙭𝙞𝙘𝙖𝙩𝙚𝙙 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚

★ the muse ★

I have never eaten this slow. In my whole life.
I grabbed my phone and looked around.
I can't really sneak out. He will find out. For sure. But the thought of staying in the same room with him, makes me go crazy. I started walking around the mansion. A noise interrupted me when I crossed the door. I looked around before pushing the door open. I was shocked to find a vast swimming pool. The cold air hit my body making it shiver. I gulped before going in. I looked at the water deeply and sighed. I sat on deck and dropped my legs into the water. Relief spread my veins when the cold water touched my skin. I sighed looking at the pool. I looked around. It seems like no one comes here. It had a glass wall showing the garden outside. I looked at my reflection. Short hair. I like it. I felt as if I was free. I never knew places like this existed in this mansion. It's not like I came around or something. I sighed before standing up. Suddenly the door opened with a loud bang making me lose balance. My eyes widened before falling into the pool. I wiggled my body. I opened my mouth to scream. Again I was pushed into the pool. I went down. Down. Dow- . A hand pulled me out making me gasp and cough. I was shoved against the pool. His chest was pressed against mine. "Breath, cara mia" he said rubbing my cheek. Inhale. Exhale. My eyes dropped to his chest. His white shirt was wet. It stuck to his body. I moved my gaze away and started pushing his shoulders. He gripped my arm making me go still. He looked at me and i looked at him. There was an intense eye contact with only silence. My heart thundered by looking at his eyes but at the same time I can't look away too. "Fuck" he muttered before pressing his lips on mine. MY eyes widened. I was too stunned to move. His hand held my waist tightly which might leave a mark later. His tongue explored my mouth. His lips captured my lower lip and sucked them hardly making me come back. I pushed him harshly. Making him leave my mouth. "Move" i signed. He looked at me and my lips for a beat before carrying me out of the pool. I wiggled once we were out of the pool. He let me down. I practically ran into my room and shut the door. There is no way that I'm moving in with him after this. I locked the door and changed my dress quickly. My body started burning by remembering the incident. I closed my eyes and released a deep breath. I laid on my bed and closed my eyes pretending to be asleep. My heart started beating faster. I held my chest to stop my heart from racing. I don't know what for. The door opened with a click.
I closed my eyes and bit my lower lip. The lights went off and the door was closed with a click. I released a sigh of relief. I sat up and searched for my phone. This damn light. I stood up slowly and traced the place. The only source of light was the moon. I looked at the window. It was strange that it's closed. I never close my window. I made my way towards the window and opened it. The cool and fresh air hit my face making me smile a little. I looked up the half moon. She loved half moon. I gulped and smiled. " I miss you " I said with my raspy voice. My hands covered my mouth as soon as the words left my mouth. Something washed over me. I gulped down all the emotions that were building. I closed my eyes and stood there for a moment letting the air hit me. A deep sigh left me before i started walking towards the switch board. I clashed into something hard....yet soft. The lights turned on. My heart dropped when I found him standing there inches away from me. His eyes bored into my soul. I gulped looking down and took a step back. " Thought you were asleep, cara mia" he said with his deep and low voice. Something settled in my stomach. I rubbed my thighs together. He took a step forward. Making me look at him. My gaze glided down to his lips. My toes curled by thinking about the past. He did that thing again. He twisted his lip piercing with his tongue. But this time he had this smirk on. I looked at him and looked away when I found him looking at me already. Out of the blue I was slammed against the wall and caged between two arms. He lowered himself so that his eyes met mine. My heart felt like it might explode within seconds. I fisted my hands on either side and licked my lips. I looked at him again. But this time his focus was on my lips and neck. He was so close that we both breathed the same air. His hand shot out towards my face. It took everything in me not to flinch. His hands caressed my shoulder bone. I squirmed against the wall. "You look so breakable, cara mia" he said burying his face in my neck. I think my heart just exploded. I can't think straight. His breath hit my neck and his lips brushed on my neck slightly. I tried to squirm away but he made it impossible by placing his arm close to my waist. My breath got unsteady. "I love breaking breakables" he said in his deep voice. His chest rumbled against mine. He placed a soft kiss on the mole behind my ear.
I bit my lower lip from making a sound. He looked at my eyes again making me gulp. His hand came near my face and pulled out my lower lip with his thumb. "Don't provoke me, cara mia. I'm barely holding myself back" he said coming near. A knock interrupted us. Suddenly I came back to my senses and realised what I was doing. I pushed him by his chest and tried to run away. He grabbed my hand and caught my fingers. I looked at him pulling out a ring from his pocket. I gulped when he inserted the ring into my finger. He looked at me deeply before releasing me and walking away. The door was shut with a click. I slid down and kept a hand on my chest. My heart never raced at this speed. I closed my eyes and tried to relax myself. His pierced lips came into my view. I opened my eyes and licked my lips.
I shouldn't be doing this. Wait. Something clicked me. If he was there for the whole time, then......my voice. He must have heard me. Shit. Shit. Shit. But if he heard me he would have asked something. But what if he chose not to? What if he called him.