Facade 40: Never the Plan

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When I went to explore the world
I never meant to build beautiful words
I did intend triumph or fame for it
But it was simply for exploring and wanting life
Yet the world has showed me that winning meant something else

I was not suppose to wear the crown from that competition
Because believe me, I never went there to compete
But the world has its own way to messed up

They gave me the wreath I never wanted
And steal it from someone who work hard to have it
And I'm sorry for simply being myself
It was never my plan
Yet I feel sorry for all the good things put in my hand
Because some people made me feel shame
Even if I work hard to have it just like everyone

And every good things I sweat off to have
I feel like I never deserve it
Because they think I stole those wins from others

And now that I finally win
I still feel like I don't deserve that it happen

Yes, I may have won,
But I think there is always someone better.









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Miss Heartstrong

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