Commitment Phobic (Jenlisa)

Chapter 36

Jennie POV

We are on the plane going back to Seoul, with Jisoo unnie and Rosie come along with us.

What happened last night was a mistake. A Huge mistake. It's like I'm giving hope to Lisa, like giving her a chance while that's not my intention. I was drunk and horny. She looked so hot last night and I can't handle my hormone and I miss her touch.

All my two weeks effort keeping distance from her had wasted.

And now Lisa is sitting in front of me, Rosie beside her and Jisoo beside me. I've no guts to see her face and look into her doe eyes or my guards will go down again. I keep looking outside the window, staring at the white clouds.

"Jennie" She said softly.

Hearing her calling my name makes my heartbeat racing like crazy. I try to keep calm.

"Hmm" I replied.

"Why are you so quite? You didn't talk to me since morning. Did I do something wrong?"

"No. I'm just... Having terrible headache. I need some rest"

Then I closed my eyes. I heard her heaving deep sigh.

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I woke up feeling a light touch on my cheek, when I look up, it was Lisa.

I was sleeping on her shoulder?

"We are about to land. Sit straight" She said smiling at me.

So I reposition myself to sit straight.

When did she exchange seat with Jisoo?

The pilot announced we are about to land. And after 10 minutes we land in Seoul.

Thanks to Rosie for arranging VIP exit for us to avoid paparazzi. She never failed to hide her departure and arrival from them. I need to learn.

Rosie will drop Lisa to the penthouse, while Jisoo and Me going to the mansion together.

"Is something happened between Lisa and you last night?" Jisoo asked.

"I slept with her again"

"Owkaayy.. Then what about it?" She asked again.

"I shouldn't do it Unnie"

"Then why did you do it?"

"I was drunk and... Horny"

"That's it?"

I looked at her confused.

"Look.. This is not your first time sleeping with her. Nor getting drunk and slept with someone. It's not a big deal, right?" She raised her eyebrows.

"It is a big deal! I've been keeping my distance from her because I don't want her to get attached to me. You told me so!" I pointed at her.

I slouched back to my seat and look out the window.

It is a big deal Unnie. It's not only her getting attached to me. It will make me attach to her as well.

Unconsciously tear falling down on my cheek.

"Stop torturing yourself Jen. You love her"

I heard her still not looking at her direction.

We sit in silent throughout the journey to mansion. Until we reached and I just straight ahead to my room and lock it.

I lean my back to the door, sliding down and hugging my knees. Crying.

"I don't know what you did to me Lisa. But I can't get attach to you nor I can stay away from you. It scared me"