Commitment Phobic (Jenlisa)

Chapter 28

Lisa POV

My head is in terrible pain. Feels like thousand people punching and kicking my head.

"Argh" I groaned winched in pain.

I open my eyes with a lot of effort. And realized that this is not my room but it seems familiar as well.

I sit up and moving backwards, having my back resting at the headboard. I massaged my temple and closing my eyes.

"Fuck! How many glasses did I have last night?" I cursed myself.

"Glad that you are alive" I open my eyes and saw Chaeng, leaning at the door frame and crossing her arms holding a spatula in one hand.

No wonder why the room seems familiar. It's Chaeng's apartment. But since when she's in Korea?

"When did you arrive?" I asked her, squinting my eyes feeling the pain in my head.

"What did you do to yourself?" She asked raising her voice.

"I ask first" I said.

"Yesterday evening, and I went ahead to meet my client. To a place where it happened to be a place that you fainted. I saw you at the hallway Lisa. Thanks God it was me who found you. What if someone else found you and God forbid doing something bad to you? And why the fuck you have to be that drunk?" She said angrily.

I can't say anything. I'm still feeling the pain in my head and her angry voice is just making it worse.

"Great. Keep quite" She left the room and going back to kitchen I believe.

I rubbed my face, regretting for doing the most stupidest thing last night. My alcohol tolerance is low, and I used to drink in my limit but last night, jealousy taking over my sense.

Chaeng was right and she has the right to get angry at me. She always been the one who look after me when I'm here. Even my parents consider her as their own daughter. They said Chaeng is like my twin.

I get up and walk to the kitchen, I saw her cooking.

"Drink that lemon water. You will feel better" She said without looking at me. And I saw a glass on the dining table, so I approach and sit there to have the lemon water.

"Oh God! This is so sour" I shut my eyes.

"Serve you right!" She said.

*knock knock*

"I'll get it" Chaeng said turning off the stove and walking to open the door.

"Hi babe"

I heard Jisoo's voice. Now I'm doomed.

She walked passed me and slap the back of my head "aww"

"How are you Monkey? Feeling better after the hard drink you had?" She asked me.

I chocked on my water.

"You told her?"

"Of course. I told her this morning before she came. I don't want her questioning me seeing you in my apartment"

"Why did you drunk huh? What happened?" Jisoo asked again.

I look both of them and sighed.

"Jennie happened" I said.

They both looked at each other not understand my words.

"I love Jennie. There I say it!" I said and looking away.

"What?! Didn't I tell you to not playing around with her? She will only break your heart. She only wants lust not love!" Chaeng raising her voice.

"Hey! You are talking about my sister! She's not playing with anyone's heart okay. If your friend is feeling heartbroken it's not Jennie's fault. And I believe that Jennie already told her about no attachment in her life, didn't she?" Jisoo look at me.

I look at Jisoo and nodded.

"See. She didn't just sleep with anyone and not letting them know that she doesn't want attachment. She did the same to V as well."

I shocked and feel my blood boiling by hearing his name.

"She slept with him too?"

"Yeah. They've been doing it since they're in college"

This explain why she's very comfortable around him.

"Are they still doing it?" I asked Jisoo.

"I don't know, probably not ever since she met you. Jennie is not a person who jump from one person to another, she will sleep only with the same person. Why did you ask?"

"He's the reason why I drunk last night"

"What do you mean?" Chaeng asked me.

"I saw him at Jennie's office yesterday. I was about to take her out for dinner but she said she already had planned with him. I went to bar and I met him again and he provoke me by saying that Jennie chose him over me"

"Nonsense, Jennie would never choose him over anyone" Jisoo said.

"Just stay away from her Lisa. Don't hurt yourself even more. I know you. Once you love someone, you will be whipped and only have that person in your mind" Chaeng warned me.

"Jennie is not the person you have to love. You are just a timepass for her" She continue.

"Ya! She's my sister!" Jisoo slapped Chaeng's arm.

"I'm just telling her the fact!" Chaeng said.

"You know what the fact is? The fact is she's just afraid to get hurt, she doesn't want to feel weak, or heart broken, she doesn't want to through that relationship drama, worse is, she doesn't want to experience what it feels like to be cheated on. She has been longing for that love for so long Rosie, but her ego is too big. So she build her wall so tall that it's even difficult to break now" Jisoo said.

"But I won't hurt her" I butted in and make both of them looking at me.

"I truly love her Jisoo. I will protect her, I will give her all the happiness in the world. I will give her the experience of what true love is. No one deserve my love but her" I said looking at Jisoo.

Jisoo stay quite and only looking at me. Feel pity for my love towards her sister maybe. I look down holding back my tears.

"Prove it" She said which make me look up to her.

"Prove it that your love can make her happy, feels secure, feels home, prove it that she's the only person that you love the most. If you can prove it, and she give in, and accept you. You have my support" Jisoo said smiling.

I grabbed her hand, having big smile on my face and hugged her which Chaeng join us as well.