not to dump on a literal fucking slytherin boys wattpad account, but things are going worse than theyve ever been. ive achieved that weeklong streak of crying in the school bathrooms that i was so proud of NOT having, and im still crying when i come back home.
i cant do the work im supposed to do and i cant be the person i want to be. i cant be as cool as my friends, i cant be pretty enough for him. i cant talk to anybody and i cant sort it out myself. everything feels too much too often and i dont know how to make it stop.
because im embarrassing and im not pretty and im not good enough and im two dimensional and im basic and im too closed off and i talk too much and i laugh too loud and im disinterested in everything and i take everything too seriously and im forgetful and im unattractive and im too stupid and i dont try hard enough and i cant take care of myself and im unreliable and im fussy and im gullible and im vain and im not the person i want to be
im not the person i want to be and it kills me on the inside
i want to be loved and i want to be held and i want to be understood and i want to be somebody people want to know
i want to have a perfect life and i dont want to be alienated and i dont want to feel so different to everybody else
i want to be able to revise and go to all my classes without feeling like im drowning in everything and i want to be able to do my makeup all nice and have perfect hair and clothes and i want to be able to express what i want and put up boundaries
but i just fucking cant
i want to be somebody
i want so hard
i want to be wanted
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Fanfictiontiktok didn't hit enough so i started spitting these oneshots out on here!!!! wp took this down because content was against guidelines, so im going to revise all oneshots and be more careful about what i post #28 in mattheoriddle (10/04/2024) © 2024...
