𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐄𝐒

36. ~𝐕𝐢𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐬~

~LAYORI~

It's been a few months now. There's been no update on aria. It's been really hard for me, trying to get used to the fact that she's gone. I was starting to have little faith in aria.

Amir was grieving bad, imagining having to see someone you love bleed out right infront of you. He was going through it bad and I've been trying my best to be there for him even though I'm barely here for myself.

I think today was the day that I wanted to go visit her, get some things off my mind. I wanted Amir to go with, because he hasn't visited in a while either and I think he's just afraid for what could be next.

A arm snakes around my waist pulling me out my thoughts. Syair kisses me on my cheek and I give a small smile. "You okay?" he asked and I nod.

I started to notice my stomach was growing bigger. Sizing up in my clothes was hell. Sometimes I wouldn't even wear my clothes i would just throw on some of Sy's.

We've been doing good since we talked about us. You can tell he was trying to keep me happy with all this going on.

"You hungry?" He says and I turn around stopping what I was doing. I was hella hungry. "Yeah"

"Let's go put yo shoes on" he tells me walking behind me into the room. "I don't need help putting on my shoes" I chuckle. I slip on my slides and throw a hoodie on over my head walking into the bathroom to grab a scrunchie for my hair, throwing my braids up in a bun.

"I'm ready" I chirp and he just shake his head smiling. "You a trip dude" he laughs. "Where we eating" I ask getting into the car. "Whatever you want" he turn to look at me. "You know I never know where I wanna eat, just pick for me" I whine leaning back in my seat.

His eyes lingering on me and I know what that look means. "Don't start" I point my finger at him. "What you talking bout" he licks lips leaning back in his seat adjusting himself. "That look" I say. "I can't help it baby, you pretty as hell"

"Thank you"

Flashbacks from when he fucked the shit outta me in this car filled my head.

The way he had my hands tied on the steering wheel. His hands wrapped in my hair pounding his dick in me.

"Yori" he calls making me jump a little. "Huh" I stare up at him. "What you thinking about, cuz you ain't hear shit I just said" He raise his brow. "Nothing" I turn forward in my seat avoiding his gaze.

...

"Can we go see Amir" I asked. I feel like I haven't seen him a while, he's been distance lately and I hope he's still doing well. "Yeah, we can" he says making his way to Amir's house.

"I was thinking we could all go down there next weekend to go visit aria and mama" he tells me. "Yeah, I'm down" . He still hasn't talked things out with his mama, like he's been avoiding her.

I know that this was hurting them both. He didn't really talk much about it but I seen it in his face he really wanted to talk it out, but he didn't know how.

He would just make small talk with her and check up on her every now and then. His mood with her changed completely.

"You need to talk to her Sy, you're never gonna understand if you don't talk about it." I turned to him.

"I don't know what to say to her...it's like I can't look at her the same anymore"

"She kept this from for 25 years, knew I was involved with him and still decided not to tell me shit..I went so many years thinking my father hated me. When I had the chance to learn and a build a relationship with my real father. Even if he didn't have the best image or interest, it still would have been nice to know the truth." He continues and I listen to him, he was right. I wanted to give him the biggest hug.

He deserved to be loved from a father figure. "But it's too late..he's dead now."

"But it isn't to late to talk things out with your mom, she's all you have, yes what she did was wrong and you definitely had every right to know, but don't push the one person that was always there for you away without knowing her side" I spoke.

He stared off into space like he was tryna take in my words.

"Ima talk to her"