𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐈𝐒𝐄𝐒

26.~𝐓𝐚𝐤𝐞𝐧~

~LAYORI~

I lay in arias bed, my mind somewhere else as I'm staring off into space. I felt so useless and pathetic. I couldn't eat properly, I slept for hours. I've been over arias house for the past 2 days.

I knew he would come to my house to try and talk to me, but I didn't want to see him. But apart of me wanted to.

Everytime I think of him I'm reminded of what he said about me. Maybe he did have a good explanation for it. Maybe not maybe he meant what he said.

Why waste all this time with us just for me to not mean anything to you? I had so many questions that needed to be answered.

He called and called and called so many times. So many messages from him. I just left them all on read. There's been a few times where Amir would call asking for me, but I knew syair put him up to it. I haven't seen Amir as much only a few times when he comes over to see aria, but I would leave to give them privacy. They've both been trying to convince me to talk to him especially Amir. Aria's really angry with him but she still wants me to hear him out, listen to what he has to say.

"Get up" aria smacks my legs and I groan. "Now...come on. We not finna be drapping around over no boy."

"I'm not drapping, I'm tired" I argued. "Same thing now get up" she pulls me by my arms and I slide off the bed hitting the floor. "Ow" I hold my head dragging out the word. "Told yo ass to get up" she laughs throwing a pillow onto my face.

A small smile grows on my face as I listen to her laughs. She had one of those laugh that even if it wasn't anything funny her laugh is what makes it funny.

I'm hungry.

"I'll get up if we can go get food" I say sitting up. "Food it is, come on" she grabs my hands pulling me up from the floor.

...

"This shit so good" I say stuffing my face. I ordered some wings and they was so good.

I've been a little hungry, I don't know if it's because I haven't been eating properly or if I'm just hungry. "Got damn , slow down" she turns and looks at me making me pause. "I'm hungry" I continue to eat.

After I finish I throw my trash away and we head back to the house.

"You need to talk to him yori, this isn't good" she says grabbing my phone. "No, I don't wanna talk to him" I snatch my phone back. "I don't wanna hear what he has to say..he meant what he said" I lower my head playing with my fingers. "Well you can't hide at my house forever" she sits next to me.

I really could though.

My phone rings on the dresser, but I'm already knowing it's him again.

He just won't stop.

All of sudden I feel my mouth start water and throw my hand over my mouth hopping up on my feet as I sprint to the bathroom. Lifting up the toilet seat as I throw up into the camole.

Ew.

"Are you okay" aria shouts from the room. "Ye-" I try to speak but I'm cut off by more vomit coming out my mouth.

She appears behind me holding my hair as I throw up into the toilet. "Are you pregnant?" She says and I snap my head to look at her. "No, it's probably because I ate to fast" I say taking my mind away that I could be pregnant. We haven't really been using protection. Now that I think about we only used it the first few weeks we was talking to each other. "You've been showing a lot of symptoms yori, don't lie to me" she says.

I have? "I don't know" I say softly not really sure.
"come on" she says grabbing under my arms lifting me up from the toilet. "When was your last period?"