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◉26◉ Apology

Park Sunhee's POV

"I...well...wanted to...apologize" she revealed to which I stared at her in absolute disbelief, with wide eyes as my eye brows raised to the seven sky, "you what?" I questioned, trying not to lose it, whilst also trying to figure out whether I'm being trolled/set into a trap, or she's really being for real right now,

she avoided eye contact with me as her gaze was fixated on the table, while she fiddled with her fingers, a heavy sigh escaped past her lips as she finally lifted her head up to meet my gaze,

"I'm sorry...for whatever I've ever done to you since these previous months, I was blinded by jealousy, the only reason I targeted you was Heeseung and Yeri, I wanted to befriend Yeri since the beginning, ever since I saw her, I thought she's going to be the perfect match for our group, yet she always avoided us at every cost in high school"

" so threatening her was the only option I could think of, i was jealous of how easily you attract attention, how so many people have a crush on you, and how easily you befriended Yeri, while I had to try so hard into befriending her, about Heeseung, I always thought I loved him, but what I feel for him isn't the feeling of love, its the feeling of obsession and I just realized it yesterday, Heeseung is the one that I'm obsessed with, and he's the one who broke my heart, though I wasn't in love with him, I was just in love with being obsessed over him"

" he's right, I can never impress him, I abuse, torture and kill people for the slightest mistakes, I'm not a human, but a monster, and I won't deny it, its a fact, that Heeseung made me realize, Everything I've ever done to you, was very wrong, and I'm now aware of it, it was never your fault, it has always been me, I was the problem, still am the problem, I tried hard, really hard to convince myself that its your fault and not mine, yet in the end, even I know that I was always at fault, though my sins are unforgivable, I still, wanted to give it a try"
She explained while I listened to her apology with my full focus,

but her next move has my eyes shot open as well as my jaw dropped which I couldn't find anywhere on the floor, probably because it dropped into another dimension,

She stood up and heavily dropped down on her knees beside my chair with her head hung low, she slowly met her gaze with mine, her eyes glossy due to the welled up tears

"Forgive me Sunhee-shi, I don't want to die in guilt for causing so much trouble to you, I beg you to forgive me...I'll do anything for you to forgive me, but please, just...one...one last chance, I'll prove you that not everyone stays the same, I'll change, I'll change for the good but please, please forgive me..." She pleaded for forgiveness, as she held my legs, she reluctantly met her gaze with mine once again as tears found their way out from her eyes,

Stepping down from the chair to her level, "y-yah, what the hell are you doing, get up" I requested, as I held her by her shoulders to pull her up along with myself, and guided her to sit on the chair,

I dragged my chair near her as I sat beside her, "Ari-shi, whatever you've done is in the past, if you're really sincere about your apology and do realize your mistakes, then I forgive you, for everything you've ever done" I assured her,

its true that she indeed made my life hell, and I've almost lost my life multiple times because of her, I still forgive her, I'm not the type of person who holds grudges, yet I'm just glad, that she realized her mistake, and that she's willing to accept and admit it openly,