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◉28◉ Trauma

Park Sunhee's POV

"W-what?"-Sunoo

"Look, if this is a prank, than stop, its seriously not funny" -Jay

"Yeah, its not funny at all" -Jungwon

Sighing, I chuckled as I gaze down at the floor, "its not a prank" I confirmed, against their remarks,

"I'm being hundred percent honest right now, there's no lie" I continued as silence was the only response I received,

Great...I've lost them too now

Feelings my eyes sting from the overwhelming feeling,

I stood up from the couch as I took steps further from them, "you have a reason don't you?" But halted in steps as I heard Heeseung speak up from behind, "don't even try fooling me, I know you had a genuine reason" he continued as

I reluctantly glanced behind at Heeseung only to find him staring back at me, right through my soul, with no hints of playing around or jokes,
My vision slowly blurred, lips trembled as my eyebrows scrunched together while I tried not to shed a single tear at the traumatizing incident, all the horrifying memories flooded back,

I thought that wound closed, turns out its still as fresh as 13 years back,

facing ahead once again towards the stairs, away from their sight,"how are you so confident?" I retorted back, my voice on the verge of cracking, tears threatening to fall,

this incident is my weakness ever since, and I hate it, I hate how weak and helpless I am when it comes to this case just by the thought of this memory,

"I know you're not someone like that, you're not someone to just kill for no reason, I bet you with my life that you had a reason, if I'm wrong, then prove it by recreating your sin with me" he stated,

I couldn't control my emotions any more and heavily dropped on my knees with my head low and my hand on my eyes as I harshly bit my bottom lip trying hard not to cry out loud,

rushed footsteps were heard as I felt myself being embraced in someone's arms, as that person slowly rubbed my back up and down, the scent somewhat familiar to Sunghoon,

"Sh~its alright, you can cry, lean on my shoulder"

He whispered in my ear and that was the last thing i wanted to hear, all my act of strong walls crumbled as i broke down,

sobbing loudly, tears falling uncontrollably, my cries echoing loudly in the silent mansion, my knees paining, head spinning and vision blurry, everything seemed to feel unreal once again, as the trauma hit again to its peak, bringing my palms up to my ears as the same bell rung in my ears,

the same bell, that used to indicate I'm about to get beaten up, pressing my palms against my ears very tightly trying to reduce the ringing of the bell echoing in my ears loudly, yet nothing was working,

I couldn't hear anything around me except for the loud bell, my eyes tightly shut, and just then, I felt my whole system shut down, as I lost control and support of everything, drowning in the depth of darkness, once again.