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Jay's POV

Last night when i returned to the dorm, i actually did heard some hustle bustle somewhere near the dorm, but i blamed it on my overthinking, i may just be imagining things since I was too knocked out of the world,

But once i noticed unusual stuff kept on the kitchen counter, i approached the counter as all alot of envelopes came in view along with a few loose piece of papers, with the name tag, Park Sunhee,

There were a few clothes, neatly folded, placed on the counter beside all the envelopes, and a few other things,
I grabbed all of the things at once and made my way inside my room as i dropped them all on my bed,

Not realizing one piece of paper flew away,
I observed all of them as while picking one which said, "Hospital bill (coma)"

It all left me perplexed, until a certain blue colored piece of paper caught my eyes, picking it up, i read the short note,

Wherever I'll be,
I'll be fine
Don't worry

I was frowning until the realization hit as if someone threw a fridge at me,

She left us..

Yet, i couldn't figure out the reason, i tried hard to think the possibilities which eventually led her to leave us, but i couldn't think of any extreme ones,

Maybe it was because of the arguement,
Probably because she didn't want us to break apart because of her so she decided to leave us?

But who's going to tell her, it'll make things even worse,
By blaming each other for the cause of her leaving,

Just by thinking about a life without her arose goosebumps in my skin,

I could feel my heart aching and breaking every passing second, as if the time stopped, and its just me alone in this world,

What i was afriad of happening, happened

Tears prickled in my eyes as they streamed down uncontrollably,
My lips trembled as i closed my eyes tightly shut,
I suppressed my sobs in for as long as i could, but not anymore,

I just let it out, i sobbed as loud as it was supposed to be,
I don't know how many hours i cried, i just did and i can already feel my eyes stinging and swollen red,

However, coming back to the present, i was cooking breakfast,
Thankfully the car's tyres are fine now since as soon as we reached the dorm from the airport, i had called a mechanic to check up the tyres and most probably he's done with his work, i had already payed him in advance,

The dorm without her seems dead, the empty feeling in my heart that no one in this world can now fill,

She was my first and last, is my first and last, and will always remain my first and last,

I admit i did have a fiancée, but she was arranged by my arrogant and selfish father who only cares about his fucking business and clan,

i never liked my fiancé neither did she like me, she loved another man and she ran away, well technically,

I helped her run away with the man she loved on our wedding day,
Watching her running from afar, i could only smile, proud of myself,