One shots || Jake and Johnnie

The mall || Jake and Johnnie

A group of teenagers go up to Jake and saying meand things, while he's at the mall with Johnnie.

(TW: anxiety, low self astem, panic attacks)
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Jake had woken up pretty early this morning, around 8am. He saw that it was raining outside, it was late february and the snow that they had a few weeks ago, had turned into rain. He wanted to just go back under the covers and just lay there for the rest of the day, he was mad that he couldn't do anything he wanted to today, becuse it was raining. That was til he rememberd that he and Johnnie was suppost to film a new video today.

Since it was to rainy to film something outside today, He desided to text Johnnie and ask if he wanted to go to the mall to film a shopping video. He sent away a quick text and started walking towards his bathroom to splash some cold water in his face, he needed to wake himself up.

After he washed his face he took on some deodorant and started fixing his hair, when he was satisfied with it he went into his closet and started to look for something to wear. Since it was raining outside he didn't bother to wear something good, so he decided to weare some black sweatpants with a matching hoodie.

He went back to lay down on his bed and started looking at his phone, he could see that he had a new notification from Johnnie.
Johnnie agreed to go to the mall, so Jake sent him a text to come downstairs asap. He took his car keys from his bedside table and started to walk downstairs.

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They had just parked the car outside of the mall and started to walk towards the entrance. "So we're just gonna film a normal shopping video or what do you have in mind?" Johnnie asked while he started to fix with the camera.

"Yeah i think we can just walk around, buy some shit and eat something, since we don't have a camera man we can take turns filming" Jake said, they were supost to have Tara filming today, but she became sick so they had to improvise.

They started to film and just walked around the mall a little, Making jokes and just doing like they were always doing. Everything was going smoothly until they decided to go into some random store that sold custumes and shit.

While Jake was trying on a lot of different things and made jokes with Johnnie who was filming, he heard a group of teenagers a bit away making fun of him. "Wtf is he doing?" "Imagined being friends with him" "Autistic bitch"

Jake tried to ignore them the best way he could but it was getting into his head, he thougt about how stupid he most be looking to other people in here. He could see Johnnie looking at them and then looking back at him. Jake started to take of everything he had on and went out of the store. 

Johnnie saw that Jake started heading to the entres of the store. He quickly turned down the camera and started walking up to the group of teenagers, he wanted to talk to them a little. To bad, they spotted him and instently run out of the store, laughing.

Johnnie just rolled his eyes at them, they were just some punk ass kids that didn't have nothing better to do then hating on grown ass men inside a store.

Johnnie walked out of the store and tried to spot Jake somewhere, but he couldn't find him. He felt panic fill his body as he walked around, trying to find Jake.

Meanwhile Jake was sitting outside of the mall, crying his eyes out. He felt his mind go crazy about everything they said to him, maybe they had a point. He was a grown man who's job was making cringe youtube videos. As he sat there and tried to calm down he heard laughs coming from a bit away from him.

He turned his eyes to where the sound were coming from and saw the same group of teenagers, lauging at him and filming him with there phones. He quickly looked away and put his head down, looking at the ground. He heard how the group was hyping one of them up to walk to him. He felt panic rise inside of him.

He heard someone walking twords him, He looked up to see a fourteen something year old boy standing over him looking down on him, still filming him. He took his eyes away from him and laid his head between his legs and starten to hyper ventilate. He felt like he would have a panic attack. He just wanted them to leave him alone.

Sudenly he felt something being poured over his head, he just sat there and waited for them to be done. He heard how the group was laughing even louder then before, and he started to cry even more
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After he tried to call Jake at least five times, Johnnie decided to walk outside of the mall and look for him. When he came through the door he could see the teenagers stand there and filming something, he went in closer and saw that they where filming Jake. Who was sitting on the ground, covering his ears with his head down. While some kid where pouring a drink out on Jakes head.

He quickly went up to them and started to scream at them. "Hey what the fuck are you doing?!" As he screamed he could see the boy turning around, looking at him. He laughed a litte before he started to sprint away from there, togheter with his friends.

Johnnie walked up to Jake and sat down beside him. "Hey, hey, it's okay now, they're gone" He said in a calm voice. Jake was still staring at the ground, not looking up at Johnnie. "Hey, can you look at me, please?" Jake looked up at Johnnie, His heart broke when he saw the tears inside his bestfiend's eyes.
"Can i hug you?" Jake started to nood slowly, Johnnie led in and gave Jake the tightest hug ever, as he felt Jake's tears throu his t-shirt. He could feel the wetness of Jakes hair and clothes but he didn't care.

He noticed that Jake was breathing very fast as he tried to calm himself down. "Hey, it's okay, just breath, everything is okay now"

"They were right" Jake quetly said, still crying in Johnnie's arms. Johnnie broke the hug to look into Jake's eyes. "What?" He said, trying to figure out what Jake meant by that.

"I'm just an autistic bitch that makes weird videos becuse im not good ar anything else" He had stopped crying now but he was still quiet and serious, Johnnie could tell that Jake belived every word he was saying.

"No, Jake. You are so much more then that. You are a talented person that make millions of people laugh everyday with your videos" Johnnie said in a calm voice, trying to make Jake take in his words.

"But what if-" "No Jake, you are the best person i ever met, you need to understand that they are just some untalanted kids that are jealus of you"

Jake laughed a little at that, Maybe Johnnie was right? They just sat there in silence for a little while.

After awhile Johnnie decided to speak up again. "So are you okay now" Jake thought about it, he didn't really care, but it was just to many things all at once. "Yeah i just think i need to go home and rest a little" Johnnie smiled at Jake, he stood up and took Jakes hand to lead him to the Car.

"But what about the video" Jake suddenly said while they where walking. "Fuck the video, we have enough material to realese a short video, we can film something else tomorow" Jake just nooded and went into the car, starting to head home.