LAST CHRISTMAS I GAVE YOU MY HEART

Chapter 39: For The Sake Of Love - II

'What are you looking at Love?' Kinn whispered in Porsche's ears.

Kinn Porsche had returned home. Porsche chose to freshen up first and alone as his hand was feeling much better, ruining Kinn's naughty ideas. Now it's Kinn who is taking a shower and Porsche stood at the balcony staring out over the vast Theerapanyakun estate which spread out into the starry sky. Far east of the estate was bordered by dazzling sky scrapers of downtown Bangkok and in the south ran the Chao Praya river in all its beauty. A humming buzz of the busy downtown lingered in the air as the calm winds blew. Porsche felt at peace with the night even though he couldn't just do away with the feeling in his heart that something was about to happen. Something big, will they be able to handle it? That's the question lingered in Porsche's mind. True his life has changed so fast. Just over a month ago only thing that bothered him was how to support his family. Just food, medicine and Chay's school fees were his concern. He would do any kind of odd job that paid, so that he could earn money. He would even skip meals to save money. Last time he skipped his meal was a day before his wedding, he still remembers how Kinn panicked when he heard Porsche hadn't eaten anything since a day. A small smile crept into Porsche's lips as he remembered how Kinn himself fed him that day, forsaking all else he had made sure Porsche had eaten well and rested. Back then Kinn was just his boss, he was just a mere employee, they were literally strangers. Even then Kinn took such a great care of him. Porsche blushed thinking about it. Porsche startled out of his thoughts as he felt a pair of strong arms hugging him and a deep voice whispering against his ears.

'Nothing phi, just the sky looks so beautiful.' Porsche smiled as he leaned back in his husband's embrace.

'Not more than you angel.' Kinn placed a soft kiss in Porsche's neck, Porsche blushed.

'Baby, I have a gift for you.' Kinn continued.

'Phi, you don't have to keep buying me presents.' Porsche replied turning to Kinn.

'Sorry Babe, but spoiling my husband is my right. But this time it's different. I promise. Come.' Kinn led the younger inside their bedroom and handed Porsche a large, thick envelop.

Porsche looked surprised receiving an envelope. He read the heading of the papers and stood there stupefied. These were his admission papers to Automotive Design and Manufacturing Engineering (ADME) program of Chula International School of Engineering (ISE), Chulalongkorn University, the top university in Bangkok. Porsche stared blankly trying to process everything, he could not believe his luck, the dream which was unachievable is now in the palm of his hands.

'Babe,' Kinn called softly.

Porsche broke down crying. Kinn engulfed him in a hug in a second but instead of calming down Porsche's crying increased.

'Baby, it's okay. Baby what happened? I love you sweetheart please don't cry.' Kinn was kind of at a loss. Porsche hugged him with all his might and sobbed uncontrollably. Kinn caressed his back laying small kisses on his head, it was sometime till he calmed downed when his cries turned into sobs.

'P-phi. Tha-thank you.' Porsche hiccupped, 'Never have I ever even dare to dream about going to study in such a place.'

'My baby will always get the best of the best. I promise.' Kinn smiled lovingly hugging Porsche.

'I don't need anything. Just don't leave me ever.' Porsche mumbled.

Kinn slowly pulled him closer sitting down on their bed and made Po sit on his lap facing him and placed his palm above his own heart.

'What do you feel baby?' Kinn asked.

'Your heartbeat.' Porsche looked up.

Kinn met his lover's cherry blossom eyes and said, 'You are my heart beat. How can I ever leave my heart beat? I will die before that angel.' Kinn leaned in towards Po's face and captured his soft lips in between his own. Kinn felt not just butterflies but the whole zoo dancing in his stomach as he slowly sucked in Porsche's lower lip. His hands travelled all over his husband's back moulding his soft skin as Po melted in his embrace. Kinn let go of his lower lip with a pop, 'You taste so good baby. You drive me crazy.' Kinn whispered in a husky voice.