SCREWED★

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It was almost 9 pm, and i heard a knock on the door. Zama said she'd pass by, so i figured it was her.

"Girl, come on in!"I called out.

The door slowly opened, and to my utmost surprise, Bekhizizwe stood with a bouquet of flowers.

He looked so handsome. His hair was well trimed, and his beard neatly shaved. I could drool over him the entire day. This man was fine, like wine

Focus, girl, focus..

"Bekhizizwe Ngali, what do you want?"I spoke icily.

"To talk.... Tamilore...."he replied calmly

"I don't want to talk, in fact I have absolutely nothing to talk to you about Bhekizizwe Ngali."

"Oh, so we're doing full names now?"he asked.

With a smirk, he gently closed the door, walked to the table, placed the bouquet down, and made his way to the couch.

The audacity of this man

"This couch, many memories!"He laughed

I just stared at him, boiling within

"No hug, no juice, no water...?"

I threw him a piercing glance
"Bhekizizwe Ngali, leave my house!"

"Ah ah, Tami, no vex naw,"

"We are two fully grown adults. Quit acting childish, sit down and let's talk, "he commanded with a stern look

I sat down furiously and folded my hands.
"What do you have to say," I asked.

"Tamilore, I love you,"

I sighed.

"These past few days without you have been hell. My life is inexistent without you!
I know I've messed up. I've done worse by all men. But I want you to know I'm deeply sorry. I'm one with a lot of mistakes, I'm imperfect. Every day, i wake up to hope that someday I can be the man I've always wanted to be. Loving you, I am readily assured of that hope. You make a better person, Tamilore, don't do this to me....."

He gazed deeply into my eyes and slowly came closer to me. I felt weak from the power of his gaze.
He held me passionately, and we stood still.

We were just a breath away.
His Chin laid on my nose and he placed a gentle kiss on my forehead.
I could feel his warm breath all over
He kissed me on my lips and continued this way

"Tami....[Kiss]
I miss your beautiful eyes....[Kiss]
I miss your soft, silky lips............[Kiss]
I miss your beautiful cleavage......[kiss]
I miss your slender waist.....[kiss]
I miss your juicy thighs........[kiss]
I miss your curvy body...........[kiss]
I miss your sweet perfume...........[kiss]
I miss your strawberry breath......[kiss]
I .....[Kiss].......Miss.....[Kiss].....You [Kiss]
I want you right now......"[Kiss]

A tear fell down from my eyes. Many more followed

I wouldn't lie. I was stuck.
I wanted to run, but I wanted him too

He unzipped my zip and took off my dress gently. He appreciated my body with so many sweet kisses.

He carried me up with my thighs hung around his torso, and we headed for my bed.

"I miss you too, Bhekizizwe Ngali," i softly replied under the duvet as i held onto the sheets tightly.

From then, passions arose, and it was exactly as though two hungry lions were released from a cage pouncing mercilessly on themselves.

How can someone be so right and so wrong at the same time?