Deku's throat burned, his head felt like it was about to pop. He couldn't think. Not really. He had no idea how long he had been screaming. He didn't think he would be stopping anytime soon. His wife was dead. His baby would never be born. He no longer had a home. He no longer had any source of peace, he no longer had a safe place of any kind. He had been so happy before he left. Rubbing his wife's belly, talking to his future child. Making promises he would never get the chance to keep. He wouldn't protect his baby. He chose chasing a disembodied scream over his family and his family had perished in his absence. It felt like years he spent screaming. He was trapped, but if Ochako was gone, he didn't see any reason to fight it. He was tired. He wanted to rest. Everyone always said he deserved to rest. Whatever beast he was in the belly of could have him. He was done.
He frowned when he heard a voice in the distance.
"Daddy?"
Deku frowned, had a child been left alone in the chaos. He frowned when he saw saw a baby girl with messy green hair and a round face. Her eyes lit up
"Daddy! I was so scared." She wrapped her arms around him, grinning as he hugged her back. What was this monster's plan? He knew Ochako was no where near due, and he also knew she was dead, so a mirage of his child was pretty pointless. He hugged the baby still, it made him feel slightly better.
"Hi Toshinori." He whimpered, kissing her head and rubbing her back and crying, "I wish I got to meet you." he whimpered
The child nuzzled him and he sighed. "Please don't leave me daddy."
Deku sighed "I'm not going anywhere." He sat down and nuzzled her cheek. "I love you." He felt his phone in his pocket, it was dying, he wouldn't have a tether to reality for much longer. He looked at the phone and felt tears streak his face. Ochako was calling him.. But Ochako was dead. Was this a fake phone? He answered it, desperate to hear her voice again.
"Deku? Deku where are you?"
Why couldn't he speak to her? He hadn't been able to talk to Toga either. He told himself. He could talk to Toshynori. But not Ochako or Toga. So.. Ochako could possibly be alive!
"What happened to you? We've been looking everywhere! Where are you?"
Deku frowned, if Ochako was alive.. He needed to get out of here! He looked at the child in his arms and frowned. He set her down sadly. So that was why he was seeing her. The villain knew it would be hard to leave his child behind. His eyes filled with tears as he walked away from her.
"Daddy? Where are you going."
"Home. To my family."
"But.. I'm your family! Daddy! Please don't leave!"
Deku's heart broke, he tried to ignore her. Walking away from the child with tears in his eyes. He heard her crying, and he hated it. She isn't real. He kept saying to himself, but it didn't make him feel better. She wasn't real. She wasn't real. She couldn't be. The cute little pink ovals on her face, the cute auburn hair and her big hazel eyes. He loved her, he whimpered, he would love his real baby once it was born. He sighed, he figured if he walked away from her he had to be going the right direction, he heard screams on either side of him, he was going towards the silence. That had to be the way out.
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Ochako was quiet as she held her stomach and looked at Momo.
"I think we should do an ultrasound. Just to make sure the baby is okay."
Ochako nodded sadly "Okay." She murmured sadly, she didn't want to do it without Deku, but she needed to know her baby was okay.
Momo nodded, setting up the equipment and performing the ultrasound with a relieved sigh
"well, Ochako, your baby is healthy. How far along were you before Eri touched you?"
"About twelve weeks?"
Momo nodded "Than it would seem the fetus was unaffected."
Ochako grinned, tears coming to her eyes as she stared at the little sack on the screen.
"That's my baby."
Momo nodded with a weak smile "That's your baby."
"I wish Dekukun was here." Ochako whimpered
"Well. When he gets back we'll do another one. Just pretend to be surprised." She murmured, looking at the screen with a smile, "Are you happy, Ochako?"
Ochako nodded, wiping her eyes "He's so cute."
"Well, there's no way to know the gender.. But I agree, they are quite charming." She smiled at her friend and gave her a hug. Ochako hugged back and started to cry.
"I'm going to be a mom!"
"It seems that way!" Momo sighed, rubbing her back gently "Any other concerns?"
Ochako shook her head "Thank you Momo. I know it must be hard.."
Momo shook her head "No! No! I'm happy for you two. You'll be great parents, and Tenya is excited to meet your kid. Hoping we can have one around their age."
Ochako grinned "That would be great!"
Momo smiled in return, she just hoped they could pull it off. She looked at Ochako with a sigh.
"We should get to Bakugo's place."
Ochako nodded, pulling her shirt down over her belly and following Momo to her car. "You mind if I tag along? Eri and Eraser both left as soon as you said I was okay."
Momo nodded "of course I don't mind." Momo sighed, driving to Bakugo's place. Bakugo frowned when he saw them come in together.
"Still no Deku, huh?"
Ochako shook her head sadly
Bakugo sighed "You know what happened to him?"
"I have no idea. I woke up and he had been replaced by an imposter. Tried to poison me."
"Kid's good?"
"The baby is healthy."
Katsuki nodded "Good." couldn't have Deku come home to find out he had lost his kid.
Ochako sighed, sitting down and holding her belly gently. She couldn't quit thinking about that picture on the screen. It was her baby. Deku's baby was growing inside of her. Now she just needed him to come home and she would be over the moon.
"So what are we going to do?" She asked with a sigh
"Right now we're just looking for Deku." Katsuki sighed "You two seem to be the main targets. So we need both of you to be accounted for."
Ochako nodded with a frown. "I hope he's okay."
"Please. you think Deku's dying before he meets his kid? Not a chance."
Ochako smiled weakly she hoped Katsuki was right. Katsuki frowned when he felt his phone vibrating he sighed, "Hello?"
"Hey." Kyoka sighed, "I found Deku."
Katsuki frowned "I thought you were at your house."
"I am. Denji was crying and Deku barged in. He's pretty out of it. He keeps calling him Toshynori and he won't give him back! So if you would help me that would be great!"
"I'm sending cheeks up." he huffed, looking at Ochako "your husband is harassing ear lobes."
Ochako frowned "I'll be right there."
"Yaoryorozu. Can you drive me to Kyoka's house."
Momo nodded "Of course."
Ochako frowned when she got to Kyoka and Denki's house, going inside and looking at Deku with a frown.
"Dekukun?"
"Ochako? Ochako!" Deku felt tears welling in his eyes as he ran to his wife, Denji still in his arms as he hugged her and kissed her.
"I thought you were dead! I thought you were dead because of me!" he whimpered
"Give Denji back to his mommy."
Deku frowned, looking down at her bump and than at the blonde baby in his arms. He handed him back to Jiro with a frown
"I-I'm sorry. I.. I've been.. I've been lost."
"I heard dude." Kyoka sighed "Glad you're okay. Scared me though."
Deku frowned "I'm sorry. I just.. I thought I had lost my baby. I got so confused. I-I-"
"Your baby isn't born yet, Dekukun." Ochako sighed, "they're in my belly still."
Deku nodded, looking down at his wife's belly and pressing a hand to it. "I can see them. I just.. I've been getting some psychological torture, so I thought I lost you.. I thought I lost Toshynori. Than I thought I abandoned Toshynori. Th-than I thought Toshynori died because of me and I just-I just- It's been a night." He whimpered, kissing Ochako and getting on his knees, pressing his face to her belly.
"I heard crying and I just ran to it. But-but I guess that's a good thing because it's how I found you."
"we need to get to Bakugo's to tell them what happened."
Deku hesitated, but nodded "O-okay." he kissed Ochako's tummy and sighed, standing up with a yawn. Kissing her gently.
"I love you Urarakasan. I can't believe I get to have a baby with you."
"I love you too." Ochako murmured
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Through Hell For You
Fanfiction(Born For War rewrite) Izuku Midoriya knew he wanted to be a husband and a father, eventually, eventually got a whole lot closer when they find themselves expecting their first child long before what either of them had in mind. But they don't get w...
