Mental Health One shots

14. Addison, Amelia

Tw: sd, sh

Y/n sat in the shower. The rasor lying besides her. Everything was red, blood red. It was her blood. The cuts on her arm stung but she felt at peace. She wanted to let go and leave this world

Amelia pov:

I got a 911 page from Y/n to the intern locker room. Strange... Y/n wouldn't page me if it wasn't an urgent matter. I just hope she didn't do something dumb but my gut feeling was telling me otherwise. She didn't look well this morning.

"Oh Crap!"

I picked up my pace.

A few weeks ago Y/n kinda opened up to me. To be faire I forced her to talk to me. She told me about how low she felt and how she was tired all the time. I knew she wasn't telling me everything but I also wasn't able to get more out of her.

I finally reached the locker room. I threw the door open. Y/n wasn't there but I heard a shower running in the bathroom. Without thinking I opened the door.

Blood. A lot of blood!

Y/n lifeless body laid on the floor. A deep cut on her wrist. I imediately called for help.

"A-Amelia I-I don't w-want t-to die!"

"You are not going to die! Just keep your eyes open for me please! Keep fighting sweety!"

I pressed my labcoat on her wrist.

"Amelia- omg! I go get a gurney!"

It was Addison.

"Please be quick! Y/n keep your eyes open for me please! Look at me!"

She slowly started to close her eyes. Where is this gurney?!

Finally it came and we brought Y/n to the ER. Meredith herself stitched up Y/n wrist and a lot of other cuts. How didn't we notice? There were a lot of them...

Addison didn't leave my side. I was really thankfull for her! I would have gone crazy without her.

Y/n pov:

I opened my eyes, just to close them again. It was really bright.

"Am I dead? Is this heaven?"

"Nopes. I mean being with me and Addison could be called heaven but-"

"Amelia!"

Addison stopped Amelias yapping. To be honest I didn't mind her yapping. It was always really entertaining.

"Y/n sweatheart could you open your eyes please?"

I was fucked! I didn't want to face any of them right know! I was too ashamed.

"Y/n we know that you are awake."

I slowly opened my eyes and blinked a few times. Addison and Amelia looked worried at me. I saw that Amelia had been crying. Her eyes were red and a little bit swollen. It was my fault.

A wave of different emotions hit me and tears started to from in my eyes. I wasn't able to blink them away. Addison huged me wirhout hesitation. She held me close to her chest and let me cry.

"Hey it's ok and if not, it will be ok!"

I got out of the hospital really fast under one condition. I had to live with Addison and Amelia. So that either Addison or Amelia were with me at all times.

Addison took me to my place to pick up my stuff and some clothes. She analysed everything that I packed up. Luckily my blades where hidden in a pocket of my pants so she didn't know I had them.