Forbidden (A Chris Brown Love Story)

Chapter 11: Is It About the Baby Or You?

Rhianna's POV:

"It just doesn't make any sense," I told my best friend Blight.

"What doesn't make sense?" She mocked. "The baby mama and his love child." She said in reference to me telling her of Auriella I hate when she answers herself. "Girl please, don't even get me started on Kyle," she added reference to her own boyfriend. "He has three baby mamas and four kids. If we get married ima be stepmama of the year." She laughed like it was nothing. A child is a big deal especially for someone as unresponsible as Chris.

"I'm not bothered by the fact he has a kid," I clarified. "It's the fact that he just found out about her and is already trying to play daddy." I expressed. "The little girl acts ljkhes known him his whole life calling him daddy and he aint even had paternity test or question the women thee baby came from." She could just be a gold digging ex for all he knows claiming to have had his child.

"Oh well Kyle's baby momma number two is the one that has two life by him and I kid you not that baby look nothing like him." She sighed sarcastically. "He says he don't need no DNA test to prove that his blood run through that baby's veins. And I don't bug him because he don't bother me about being a stepmama. I don't need him being all depressed if he find out that kid not his." Blight always has a way of excusing her life choices with illogical mess.

"But that's different those kids were around before you were with him. YOU knew  what you signed up for when you got with him. But with Chris all seems a little odd and backhanded. Like his baby moms planned it from jump." I continued on with my suspicions. 

"You sound crazy now," she laughed at my accusation. "So  what? Chris and Kyle both having enough money to take care of us and the supposed kids. What they don't know won't hurt us. Will it?" She seemed convinced with it herself. There she go though changing around saying to benefit her own situation. 

"Wow," I gasped slightly. "The audacity you must of built up these past few years you been with Kyle to even let yourself say that is unbelievable. Every child deserves to grow up with their biological parents if its possible." I said with the most emphasis I could muster after hearing her say those words before. 

"Rih, I know, you're just feeling some type of way cause that lil' girl has got Chris wrapped around her finger without even knowing. He's attentive to her needs and loves her something you want from him to you. News flash: that's how good fathers are to their kids. In fact, you should be happy he's not throwing her your way. Most men don't even know what to do with a little girl especially ones with an up bringing similar to Chris." She said it like it was that simple and it upset me.

"No," I retorted. "Your simple minded a** just can't seem to grasp the fact that life isn't all about you. Since the beginning of college it's always been Blight, Blight, Blight, and when Robyn tried to help...or even just give her opinion about BLIGHT or just suggest something for MY own life it was an argument. You have yourself convinced that you did me a favor by making me wear those skanky, glitter covered clothes back at Harvard and bringing me out all times of night to parties with drunk people. But you really just wanted me to  be more like you when you fail to  realize I'm my own person." She looked taken by my words. "But I'm done with it now. If you wanna continue this friendship you gotta see that the decisions I make in my life are to me the best decisions for  myself regardless of how you feel. My sister went her whole life believing someone was her father who wasn't and when she finally found out she was a wreck and I don't want that happening to Ari." 

"It's funny how you have no problem wearing them kinda clothes now that your with Chris. Over here saying it like you hated me for buying a piece of apparel. If you  really didn't wanna be my friend back then you didn't have to. No one put a knife to your wrist.You know what you're right but you only will be hurting yourself. Since we all  make our own decisions. You also need to see that Chris's choice to confront his baby mother. You bring it up to him but he has a the final say. Do some backhanded paternity test on your own and he'll lose it trust me. Having this little girl in his life is what's gonna help him grow up."