In Sickness and Secrets

its not a date..

"Hey, you want to come with me to a work party?" i asked as Addison answered the phone

"Oh uh yeah sure, is it.. formal?" 

"Kind of yeah, but everyone's still being weird and quiet and i just dont wanna go alone but its a mandatory thing to go to so."

"yeah that's understandable, what time is it?"

"It starts at 8, ill pick you up at 7:30?" 

"Sounds good, see you then" 

I smiled and hung up before something clicked in my mind. Was this technically a date? i mean i just asked her to go to a formal work party with me, it kind of seems like a date.. its not a date though right? it cant be a date. its not a date...

an hour later i was standing in front of my mirror in a tight red dress with a slit up the thigh and black lace around the edges, the neckline pretty normal just straight across the top of my chest. the straps were black and lacey. i had a matching red Gartner on the visible thigh and my gun secured tightly on the other thigh along with my badge. 

my hair considering how short it was stayed the same as it usually was but with a little black clip in it keeping my little front hair off my face, i had the black boots i usually wore to work on but a heeled version of them and a sliver locket around my neck.

one i was satisfied with my outfit i drove to Addison's knocking on her front door gently "Wow" she whispered barely audible as she opened the door.

"Hi" i smiled looking at her skin tight black dress with a low neckline and matching heels, i stood there a minute just admiring the way it hugged every curve in her body so perfectly.

"H-hi" she mumbled as she looked me up and down the same way i was looking at her.

"I just- i want you t-to know because I'm freaking out about it but i- this isn't a date right?" i asked shakily as we got in my car.

"Relax, it doesn't have to be a date no it can just be two friends going to a party" She said softly

I nodded.

a couple minutes later we walked into the office were everyone was already partying and dancing, my boss approached us "Lennon!, good to see you" he smiled.

"Hi, yeah its nice to be here" 

"So, who's the friend?" He asked

"Oh, This is Addison a friend From Seattle but she just moved here" i said softly

Addison smiled "Hi, Addison nice to meet you" 

My boss nodded "Chief Brown, nice to meet you too Addison. Just keep an eye on This one they tend to get pretty messy when their drunk" he chuckled

"Oh I've noticed with the amount of times they've called me drunk" 

I giggled a little and elbowed Addison.

~~~~two hours into the party~~~~

I stood my back against the bathroom sink as Jacob one of my colleges kissed me my arms around him his hand wondering under my dress, i moaned as his fingers brushed against my pussy through my panties. my hand clung to his hair as i kissed him deeper.

He gently moved my panties out the way and slid a finger into me gently, i moaned and squirmed in his arms before it almost clicked in my head what was happening.. A man i had talked to maybe once had his fingers inside me. and a man at that.. what was i doing?