Akutagawa X Reader Oneshots

Cuts and Bruises

Here is just a small story to get us started. Let me know what you think :>

You had just gotten word that Akutagawa was injured fighting the were tiger and was being sent back to the mafia hospital for treatment. They told you the he was slipping in and out of consciousness and had a large cut on his shoulder. With your healing ability it shouldn't be a problem.

You had been in the mafia for a year now and you had developed feelings over time. Unfortunately your best friend Higuchi liked him too so you suppressed your feelings for the time being.

While you were lost in thought the door opens with a loud bang and Chuuya walks in carrying Akutagawa on his back and grumbles

"Were do you want him?"

"On the bed near the wall" you reply.

"Y/n I wish you would knock some sense into him. He's got to stop going all out to impress Dazai. This is the third time this month and I always have to clean up his mess." Chuuya complains."

"Don't you think I've tried?" You reply while activating your power. "Special Ability: Moonlight Healing."

The room darkens and a small moon appears in your hands. Your bring your cupped hands to Akutagawa's beaten body and the moon floats to the gash on his arm, glowing brightly then fading away. The now closed wound didn't even leave as much of a scar.

"Well it looks like you have this handed Y/n. I'll see you the next time he gets hurt." With an eye roll Chuuya walks out of the room.

You stare at the unconscious Akutagawa with a small smile. He looks so peaceful when he sleeps. His hair was in his face so you brushed it out of his eyes. Your hand brushed against his skin and for a second you thought about leaving it there but decided against it.

His eyes fluttered open a few seconds later at he looked at you with such sad eyes you felt your heart squeeze.

"I'm sorry" he said his voice raspy. "I just wanted Dazai to acknowledge me."

"I know" you reply.

You go to check his temperature when he weakly grabs your hand.

"Please help me sit up."

"Are you sure?"

You stutter surprised at the sudden contact. You feel your face heating up when Akutagawa tugs on your arm. You help him come to a sitting position on the bed. He let out a small groan and stares at you with his grey eyes. They fall to the floor and you turn away to start cleaning up.You hear a shaky sign and a small cough.

"Y/n?"

You turn back around to see that Akutagawa is barely holding back his tears

"Do you think I will ever be good enough for Dazai?"

You sit beside him on the bed looking thoughtful.

"I think that is his already proud of you. And for what it's worth, I'm so so proud of you and think that you are a valuable asset to the Port Mafia." You answer.

Akutagawa looks at you with a shocked expression. A single tear rolls down his face and you open your arms inviting him into a hug. He leans into your body and you wrap him into a tight hug, rubbing his back as he quietly sobs.

After a few minutes he pulls away, his eyes red. You pretend not to notice.

"You probably didn't know this but I care for you a lot." He sniffles.

Your eyes widen in surprise and in a hushed voice you exclaim,

"You like me?" His eyes lowered to the ground as if he thought you were going to make fun of him for it. He mumbles something along the lines of

"if you don't like me back it's okay."

"I do like you. I just never thought that the feelings were mutual."

He looked relieved because he had never been so vulnerable to someone before. You felt your heart melting when you hear.

"Y/n? Can you take me to my room?" He asks quietly.

"Yes of course." You reply.

You and Akutagawa slowly make your way to his room. Your heart felt like it was about to burst when you felt him slip his hand into yours. You couldn't hold back your smile. He also gave you a shy smile blushing. You walk down the rest of the hallway hand in hand feeling joy in this harsh world.