R.D.O! (Dandys World x DSAF 3 AU)

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(This chapter contains a
suicide thoughts and cussing words, if you didnt care then.. enjoy the story I write.)

(Viewer is adviced.)

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"Hello, is anyone there?.."

"Please.."

"Anyone?."

My eyes suddendly opens, reveal that.. im.. somewhere... familiar.

The "where" I was standing.. seems familiar.

"Wait, is this the... GARDENVIEW?!"

I shout.. and.. screamed of course.

But something different here.

"Where's everyone?."

I then ask myself, the gardenview was sure empty after all.. but THIS empty?

Something isn't right, am i having nightmares again?..

Oh yeah, I am.

Theres no way im here.

I then stand up and wander around to see if theres anything here interesting..

Nothing, just nothing.

Its like the same GARDENVIEW, but.. the memories are messing it up.

It feels to empty, theres a few decorations missing.

And, Dandy's.... Wares is not here, does it even a wares at the start, or is it a shop?

Its been too long, SO LONG since the last time I seen this place, I know something is missing, I know something is isnt right.

But i dont know what's the wrong thing here.

But why should i dreamed about this place anymore?

Its already.. not there anymore.

But why the fuck my brain keep reminding me of this place, why is it keep remind me of where's everything that used to happened to me?

I need to wake up.

or I SHOULD wake up.

I pinched myself in the face.

And snap into reality.

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I then wake up, realize that i have been sleeping on the sofa.

For 2 days straight, no shower, no eating, just..

Do nothing.

Its during midnight, when the clock hits 6:00 am, thats mean its gonna be the first day of the week, Monday.

"I should wake up and eat breakfast now, my stomach fucking hungry, oh my gosh."

"And shower too, its too stink around there."

I then stand up, went to the bathroom, and take a fresh shower.

I look at myself, stares at my pale white hands, and look myself in the mirror.

I mumbled myself.

"What did I get myself into?"

"Why did my life even getting worse than before?."

I never have enough energy for either cooking, doing housework, anything.

The only thing that's wander around my brain is money.. money.. and how will i survive..

And does im gonna kill myself in the future?.

Ugh, I should get ready for the package, not time to thinking about this.

After shower, I then take the meal on the table I just cooked and eat, eat mindlessly...

Throw it at the sink, all setting up for my uniform.

And ready.

*I open the door, and then close it, going outside, continuing my journey, yet..

again.*

- Shrimpo, 7:00 AM