Faith.

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I know a lot of people will stop reading after I mentioned my faith. They will assume that this is a story about personal redemption and how being a good Christian helped me avoid making bad decisions.

These readers can rest their minds. I am a Christian, but I am not a good one. I have always been more sinner than saint, especially during my formative Sherwood Forest years.

So I will be an interesting character, I assure you.

I grew up in Branson in a very penticostal family, but I never really believed in any of it until I watched a couple of movies that changed my outlook.

The first was "Oh, God!" This movie gave me a gentler, more forgiving version of God than what I was used to.

The second movie was "The Exorcist." This movie showed me how powerful you can be with God standing behind you.

But still I strayed.

My story has a lot of symbolic elements that I didn't intend to be symbolic. Details that sound made up, but are real.

Like our trailer park being on a cliff. Very "Catcher in the Rye".

Or a prison in Sherwood Forest, which sounds like I am copying off of "Oz". The Ozarks are even called Oz sometimes.

Even the streets Sunshine and Golden sound like I am trying to contrast a bad environment with cheerful names. But those were the real names.

But to me the most important unintentional symbolism is having a church and an adult book store at the end of my street. Because those were my two choices every day.

As a general rule, I usually chose poorly.

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