The Thoughts That Chew

nothing

after i die what will i be ?
will i forget this life and all the memories I've lived

will i become someone else's baby?

will i sore the sky with god watching over my family and living with a heart stopped.

will i fall asleep and see nothing.

a question asked everyday
a thought that flies through every mind thats thought a single thought.

i wonder if animals think like humans
do they talk in their head?
do they feel sonder ?
guilt?
happiness ?
sadness ?

do they feel worth
or do they feel worthless

they die so quickly
and live shorter lifes

but so do humans
parasites consuming our bodies
killing ourselves with smoke in our lungs
and
needles through our skin.

we work until we drop
we look until its black
for everything
but everything to us
is a piece of green paper
costs us our lives
people kill
and murder
and sell
and rape
for money.
they make others know what death is.

and there are kids being born
as adults take away that life from theirselves.

i am someones baby
i see someone on the side of the street
begging for money
with a cardboard sign and dirty clothes
that was someones baby.

i will die
you will die,

live until it happens
never leave purposely .