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Down the aisle, into your arms...

Felix's pov:-

Today was the big day, the day I had been dreading for. I still can't believe I'm gonna be married in a few hours.

It's 6 am, my mom and some friends woke me up for the 'before wedding preparation'. There were also some other people who I assume to be the makeup artists. To say that I'm annoyed would be an understatement. I just wanna sleep for godsake..

I'm taken to the bathroom where a warm and fresh bubble bath is waiting for my arrival. Not gonna lie, this is the best part. It was comforting after all...

After getting out of the bath, I was crowded by a swarm of makeup artists and hairdressers. I sat down on a chair where they worked their charms. I opted for something simple and delicate finished of by a pink colored gloss. My hair was parted in the middle and some strands were braided. The whole look was natural yet nice. It went along with my wedding dress and I looked..Good..

It was a while before we went to the church for the ceremony. The wedding would begin at 9 and it was only 8.30. I still got 30 minutes for the additional preparation. Guests were here by the time I reached.

I just went away from the hall to the dressing area while my mom stayed and greeted the guests. I couldn't face all those people..

I went to sit on the chair infront of the mirror. I watched myself carefully. I looked different.. I looked better. Blond strands of hair were covering a part of my face. It gave of an ethereal vibe with the wedding dress and all.

But there is one question I don't want to ask my self. Am I really ready for this? I guess it doesn't really matter anymore. It's already too late to cancel this marriage. This is my life now and I should learn to love it.

My thoughts were broken as I heard knocks on the door. That's when I felt a wetness on my cheeks. I hadn't realized I was crying all along. I quickly wiped the tears without ruining my makeup.

"You can come in.. " I gently muttered.

The door opened revealing 3 figures, of course it's my friends. Not like I don't wanna see them. I really need them at this moment.

"What is the bride doing all by himself huh?" Seungmin chuckled.

"I.. I was just.. You know, fixing my appearance" I said trying my best to not show the uneasiness in my voice.

"Come on.. You already look perfect, what's there to fix.. " Jisung said as he came towards me followed by the others.

I shyly looked away, they sure know how to lift up my mood..

"Now tell us lixiee, are you alright?" Jeongin asked as he put his hands on my shoulder.

I really don't know what to reply to that. I'm not really happy about this, but I don't wanna tell them that.

"Of course, why wouldn't I be?" I said putting on my most compromising smile.

"You don't look like your usual self" He replied.

"Ohh.. It's probably just because of this dress and all. It's kinda itchy." I said laughing or trying to laugh.

"If you say so.." Jisung said. "But just know that everything will turn out to be good, I'm sure.." I felt tears building up in my eyes but I swallowed it down.

After that, we chatted for a while. We talked about our childhood and all, reminiscing all the forgotten details. I hadn't realized that the time flew by and the ceremony would begin soon. My heart was practically jumping at the thought.

Mom, dad, and my sister came in to the room as my friends left. We shared some sympathetic moments and left the room into the hall.

It was time to walk down the aisle.
My father took my hands gently.