Feelings Lie ( I Don't Feel Anything)

In the Second session

"Are you crazy do you even know how long I was waiting for you? More than 2 hours, seriously Lydia? "

sighs

Today is the second session

Lydia packs her books in her bag and takes the last pencil she has from her table and closes her bag and goes downstairs, and she sees Nate, Tane and her mother gathered around the kitchen table, they turn around to see her standing there in silence and they quickly clear their words. ''morning Lydia had a good sleep?'' her mother asked, ''I don't know'' Lydia responded to her and moved to the sink to get a glass and moved to the fridge, Tane sighed ''when you are getting off school?'' he asked her who took a bottle of milk and came towards their table. and slowly poured the milk into the glass and slowly raised her head and faced Tane ''I'm not a watch'' she said and drank the milk from the glass, ''by the way the girl I was talking about wants to come and meet you guys this weekend'' Tane says with a smile.

Nate looked at his little brother and managed to take out a chuckle, '' how many girls have you dated ever since we came here?'' he asked her in a humor sense and his mother started to smile at Nate's question, ''Not much just a simple 5 girls'' he said, and everyone widened their eyes in shock, and Lydia slowly looked at Tane, and
they made eye contact which felt odd for Tane, ''Tane in just 4 weeks you have dated 5 girls?'' his mother asked at the embarrassed Tane, ''No judge'' he said, and they laughed at him, '' so how long you and-?'' ''Stacy her name is Stacy'' Tane said finishing Nate's sentence, ''ohh, so Stacy... how long you have been dating?'' he asked, '' six days'' Tane said, his mother laughed and said ''so you want to invite a girl you only been dating for 6 days for dinner?'' she asked

''yes'' he managed to say while brushing his head and looking at his mother, brother and sister who gave him a deep look. ''I'm leaving'' Lydia said and quietly moved to the door leaving the rest carry on their conversation

Lydia went outside and felt the morning cool breeze hit her face as she stood by the road and waited for the bus that came after a few minutes and she got inside.
Lydia got off the bus in the morning and walked to the school's building, and someone talking from behind made her stop to listen. "Tomorrow I'll be back on the bus, I know you've missed me" Zack said and laughter occurred between him and the driver,

Lydia turned to see Zack smiling and talking to the bus driver which gave Zack two sweets for him to enjoy, Lydia watched in silence as Zack waved goodbye as the bus left, when Lydia was about to start walking some other noises disturbed her again, And she sighed down,

"Hey" she greeted Zack, "Bella I no longer see you round are you hiding somewhere?" Zack smiled at Bella who smiled back at him,"Why would I hide from you?" She said and they laughed, "let's head inside before the bell rings," he said and gave Bella one of his sweets and they walked together and walked past Lydia who was standing in a puddle.

After a few second Lydia followed then and went to the hallway, where she saw a few men putting up a portrait, she came closer to them to see the portrait which was next to Zack's picture, "Empty, it's empty" she said silently as she touched it and saw dust being removed by the touch of her fingers, she then closed her eyes and took a deep breath in and breathed out.

"Pretty interesting right?" A girl disturbed Lydia while standing next to her facing a picture next to Lydia "sorry to disturb you just looking at Zack's picture" she said with a smile, "Bella" Lydia said slowly turning to her.

While she ran in the hall way she stopped seeing Lydia walking instead of running like she did "come on you're unable to run too?" She asked while she was tired. She then stood staring and placed her hands around her hips, "okay then walk faster" she said but Lydia stopped walking and looked at the wall, "what are you looking at?" The girl asked as she ran towards Lydia to see what she was looking at. "Empty it's empty" the girl said, "what it is for?" Lydia asked, "for a new student that recently joined a class, they gonna put her picture up here" she told Lydia, and Lydia looked down "let's go!"the girl said .