What ever happened to us? - A Chenford Story

Chapter 11: The last Month Together

*T: Thats why we both need to spend as much time as possible together so you wont regret anything when im gone. We should document everything for our daughter so that she will remember..

Lucys POV:

Those words hit my heart hard,hearing that from the love of my life. I know that he's right and i should be grateful that me and Lily still have some time with him and that we should make the most out of it.

Week 1:

At the start of the week Tim and I brought Lily to our favorite park and played with her there. After that we went to me and Tims favorite ice cream spot. We took photos and placed it in the scrapbook in which we would put all our memories before Tim would die.

Tims POV:

The first week i have left with them is hard to think about knowing that in 3 weeks i wont be here fo them anymore. I thought of writing letters to the both of them for every special event for every year..

Week 2:

2 more weeks left with my girls, i thought. Ive been continuing on writing the letters for every year. I placed the letters ive finished into a box, there is one each for the both of them. We brought our daughter to the station for the first time since i got into a coma as according to Lucy. Everyone adored Lily and also gave Lucy their advanced deepest condolences. They also told me how sorry they feel for me that this happened. I finally saw Grey again this will probably be one of the last times ill ever see these people. It feels sad knowning they wont see me there in the station in a few weeks but not like in the coma. It will be official that i will no longer be there. When we got home i hugged my girls as much as i could. Lily asked me "dada y tight hugg?", and i replied "Because i love you very much". I then placed a kiss on both of their foreheads and tucked Lily to sleep, returning to the room to Lucy. I could tell she cried a bit while i was tucking in Lily for the night, it will be even more harder for her when im no longer here. I know myself that i probably promised her that i would be by her side forever to take care of our child but that promise will now be cut short. I went near her and comforted my wife for soon to be the last time ill ever be able to.

Week 3:

This week we went to Jacksons grave and talked to him. We visited Angela, Wesley and Jack. I knew that Angela was Tims BFF and she would struggle when he passes. We did quite a lot this week it was the near end of our last month together. As each day passed by i knew our time was getting shorter and shorter

Lucys POV:

1 more week with him then he wont be here anymore. I try to keep a straight face so my daughter will still be happy spending time with her dad. Even though at night i cry myself to sleep. "I dont know how to survive without him" i tell myself that everyday, maybe when the time comes ill know what to do. I hope my friends will help me through it all.

Tims POV:

Its my last week with my girls, i feel suddenly more weak. I know my time is coming very soon. I hope all the memories we made are in my daughters heart always. I want to spend as much time as i can now that my time has come.. I hope i wrote enough letters for them to have something to remember the times we had together. I decided to ask Angela if she could make 2 teddy bears out of my clothes for Lucy and Lily. Angela agreed knowing that this would help them cope with losing me.

Week 4 the last week:

This week was peaceful as Tim was feeling weak already and they knew it was time. As much as Lucy didnt want to admit that it was happening it was really coming to an end soon...