Rose of Heaven

161-162

It was already past nine in the morning when Yu Wan woke up.
Chen Weiqing went in to call her, and opened the curtains, and the sunlight filled the entire room.
Yu Wan opened her eyes and was startled when she saw him, and was startled again when she saw her unfamiliar room.
"Where is this?"
Chen Weiqing looked at her meaningfully and said, "Do you really not remember anything?"
Yu Wan shrank into the quilt: "Should I remember anything?"
Chen Weiqing smiled: "Nothing, it's good not to remember. Come out for breakfast."
Yu Wan waited for him to go out, and tried to recall what happened last night carefully. Fortunately, fortunately, there was only a scene of drunkenness in her memory. He had seen her drunkenness before, so there was nothing to be afraid of.
Looking at the scenery outside again, Yu Wan remembered that this was Cheng Yaosi's apartment.
She simply washed up and came out to the dining table. Cheng Yaosi was there, and there was also an aunt with a Chinese face in the kitchen. There was only one person missing.
"Where's Momo?"
"She's still sleeping." Cheng Yaosi took out a plate and put some food on it.
Yu Wan didn't realize how Cheng Yaosi knew that Lin Jingmo was still sleeping, and just said, "Which room is she in? I'll go find her."
Cheng Yaosi glanced at Chen Weiqing, who immediately said, "Eat first, don't disturb others. You were quite noisy last night."
He said the last sentence, but he was looking at Cheng Yaosi, but the uncle opposite did not show any shame. Yu Wan was frightened by him, and really thought that she didn't let Lin Jingmo sleep well, so she didn't go to find her.
Seeing Cheng Yaosi carrying a tray upstairs, she whispered, "What do you mean, don't you eat with us?"
Chen Weiqing smiled and shook his head, inexplicably thinking of the first time they met, he and Cheng Yaosi had a fight with a few foreigners, he threw the phone to Yu Wan, and asked Yu Wan to call the police, Yu Wan ran around with the phone, and ended up dialing 110, and was particularly confident: "American police are no good, I can't get through!" After laughing
, he stared at Cheng Yaosi's back for a few seconds, and the scene in the early morning came to his mind again.
All the decoration materials in this house are top-notch, and the sound insulation effect is also first-class, but even so, Chen Weiqing still vaguely heard some movement.
He was surprised and curious. Later, at around five o'clock in the morning, he heard someone coming downstairs. He went out to take a look and saw Cheng Yaosi at the door accepting the ointment sent by his family.
As for what the ointment is used for, it is almost self-evident.
Cheng Yaosi's collar was wide open, and there were several nail marks on his chest. He seemed to have a gluttonous look on his face, but his expression was not relaxed, and even a little solemn.
"Let's chat for a few words?"
Chen Weiqing said.
The two walked to the bar, and Chen Weiqing said, "Aren't you a little too much."
Cheng Yaosi said "um" without comment.
Seeing that his mind seemed to be somewhere else, Chen Weiqing couldn't help asking again: "You didn't force her, did you?"
In the nightclub, he felt that the girl didn't treat Cheng Yaosi differently. At most, she pushed him a glass of fruit wine.
Cheng Yaosi was still looking out the window, and after a while, he said, "She didn't want to at first."
Then, maybe she couldn't stand him anymore. Her body was willing, but her heart was still unwilling, so she covered her eyes and didn't look at him much. She didn't respond when he kissed her, but just passively endured it.
Chen Weiqing didn't think too much, and thought that Lin Jingmo agreed later, but no matter how willing she was, she was still Tang Tianyu's girlfriend. He knew how much Tianyu cared about this girl.
He didn't want to see Cheng Yaosi and Tang Tianyu become estranged because of a girl.
"Then what do you think? What are you going to do about Tianyu?"
Cheng Yaosi turned around and asked him, "Do you have a cigarette?"
He actually didn't have a big addiction to smoking, but when he was in a bad mood, he would have a cigarette. But at this moment, Chen Weiqing didn't quite understand. He had just got a beauty, he couldn't be in a bad mood, right? A cigarette afterwards?
He took it out of his pocket and handed it to Cheng Yaosi. He lit it but didn't inhale. He held it between his fingers and looked at the flickering light. Suddenly he said, "She looks a lot like her."
Chen Weiqing didn't react at first. He paused for a few seconds before asking carefully, "Like Gu Ci'en?"
Not many people knew that Cheng Yaosi had a crush on a girl named Gu Ci'en. Apart from Xie Lin, he was the only one who knew about it. Even Yu Wan knew only a little about it. She only knew that there was such a person but didn't know what she looked like or what her name was.
Cheng Yaosi continued, "You know I don't want to find a stand-in, but she looks a lot like her. Not in the face, but sometimes the expressions are a lot like her, it feels like..."
Chen Weiqing rarely saw a confused look on his face. If it were in the past, he would definitely laugh at him, but now the expression on Cheng Yaosi's face made him feel a little uncomfortable. He whispered, "Maybe they have similar personalities?"
Cheng Yaosi smiled, "I don't know, I can't tell the difference, Gu Ci'en..." He paused. He hadn't called this name for many years. He always said she, she, she. These three words tasted bitter and astringent on his tongue. "She's very good. You don't know her, so you don't know how good she is. Lin Jingmo, she's very cunning and likes to pretend, but sometimes her personality is very similar to hers. Sometimes I wonder if this similarity is just pretending or if it's just her true self. But when I'm with her, I feel very relaxed. I have a lot to say, but I feel it's okay not to say it. That feeling is very similar."
He should like her, but he seems unable to accept that he likes her because she looks like Gu Ci'en. On the other hand, he soberly sees himself gradually indulging in this feeling, falling deeper and deeper.
Chen Weiqing seemed to understand his entanglement and contradiction, but not completely. But in his opinion, it would be a good thing if Cheng Yaosi could get over it, so he said, "In fact, Gu Ci'en has been dead for ten years. It's normal for you to like another girl."
"Really?"
Cheng Yaosi didn't continue, but he refuted in his heart.
He didn't have a change of heart. When he thought of Gu Ci'en, he still felt a throbbing sensation, just like before. There hadn't been much change over time. He was sure that he still loved her, but now, there was another girl next to him who made him feel the same way. Was this feeling due to the factor of "liking" itself, or because she looked like her?
How could a person like two people at the same time, even if the other person had passed away?
Maybe he also had the bad habit of men wanting to hug left and right?
He only knew that he wanted her very eagerly, as if he had been waiting for many years. When he entered her, his heart was full, but the next second it was empty, as if it was even emptier than before he got her, so he tried every trick to force her to respond. It would be best if it was like the time under the ruins, when there were only the two of them left in the world, she hugged him and kissed him, and even if he couldn't see it, he could imagine her shy cheeks blushing like flowers. When she looked for his lips and kissed him, he even felt that it didn't matter if the world collapsed in the next second.
He wanted that feeling.