Rose of Heaven

179-180

Ao Yang brought Lin Jingmo a very important news.
    Sister Money has an illegitimate daughter abroad. Lin Jingmo immediately told Cheng Yaosi.
    Chen Xingyan also told Chen Xingchen something, that is, Lin Jingmo and Ye Zhongxu hooked up.
    At that time, Chen Xingchen repeatedly ran into obstacles in front of Li Lingxian in Kyoto. Kyoto is a place with countless dignitaries and strict barriers. Li Lingxian is surrounded by smart people who cling to thighs and seek benefits. Chen Xingchen is not particularly outstanding. Hearing that Li Lingxian dotes on his adopted daughter Li Xiling, Chen Xingchen also clung to Li Xiling's thigh. But Li Xiling has a good relationship with Yu Wan. She knows that Chen Xingchen has beaten Yu Wan, and she doesn't have a good look at Chen Xingchen, and she has also done things to lose face in front of him.
    When Chen Xingyan cried about how she was threatened, Chen Xingchen was in a state of panic and was humiliated by a little girl. He had no time to listen to her crying, but even so, Lin Jingmo still floated in his mind for a while.
    Seeing that Chen Xingchen didn't care about her, Chen Xingyan hung up the phone and began to think about how to retaliate.
    She is not a person who can live a peaceful life.
    This opportunity came by chance.
    Li Xiling and Li Lingxian are getting married. They are not in a relationship that can make a big deal, but they still have to wear a wedding dress. An independent designer that Li Xiling likes very much is in Donggang. He doesn't fly around to measure the sizes of rich people. Li Xiling had to fly to Donggang and ask Yu Wan to accompany her. Yu Wan called Lin Jingmo again.
    Li Xiling lives up to her name. She is a smart and transparent girl. All Lin Jingmo's curiosity about her comes from the relationship between her and Li Lingxian. There is no way. If you look at it, she is also a vulgar person.
    After measuring the size, Li Xiling called Li Lingxian. She didn't avoid others and said coquettishly that her waist was fat. She didn't allow him to stare at her every day when she ate. She wanted to lose weight.
    I don't know what Li Lingxian said on the other end. Li Xiling glared and curled her lips: "I hate it so much."
    When she hung up the phone, Yu Wan laughed at her: "Xiling, you envy others. I can't leave you for a moment."
    Li Xiling sighed: "I can leave him, but he can't leave me..."
    But although she said so, the smile in her eyes was shallow and deep.
    After a day of contact, Li Xiling probably felt that Lin Jingmo was also trustworthy. When the three of them went for a spa in the evening, they began to let down some of their guard during the chat and involved their own affairs. It was
    just intermittent and incoherent. Lin Jingmo tried hard to piece together, but she could only piece together three or five points.
    Although Li Lingxian is now prosperous, his family was on the verge of collapse and fell into decline. It was at that time that Li Lingxian adopted Li Xiling. Li Xiling's original name was Kong Xiling. Her father was Li Lingxian's best friend. Li Xiling was his illegitimate child. Her father didn't know he had such a daughter until she was four years old. Not long after he knew, he died.
    Li Lingxian was eighteen years older than her. He took Li Xiling home and claimed that she was his own daughter. Everyone was skeptical.
    When Li Xiling was a child, she was bullied by older children in an orphanage. She was not so lively. She was like a shy little animal. She often huddled in a corner and observed the world cautiously. Li Lingxian was the first person who treated her well after she observed the world.
    The two ate and slept together. Li Xiling's small body was arched in Li Lingxian's arms, arching and arching until she was ten years old. Li Lingxian felt that the child was too old and could no longer sleep with him, so they wanted to sleep in separate rooms. Li Xiling looked at him and cried silently. This compromise lasted until she was twelve years old.
    The twelve-year-old girl began to grow up. Li Lingxian occasionally touched her small chest, which made her face pale with pain. Li Lingxian said he would not give in and gave her two choices: go to boarding school or live in separate rooms.
    Li Xiling had to settle for the second best and chose separate rooms. The two continued to depend on each other.
    Things were normal up to this point.
    The change happened when Li Xiling was fifteen years old.
    Li Lingxian was thirty-three years old at that time, and was about to start a family. He had a girlfriend, but Li Xiling didn't like her no matter how he looked at her. Li Lingxian didn't take it to heart. He just thought she was a rebellious little girl, so he took her home one night and had sex in the living room. But Li Xiling, who he thought was at a classmate's house, didn't actually go there. She hid in the house and saw the whole process. The
    shock that the sex incident brought to Li Xiling was incomparable.
    She was dreaming in the middle of the night, feeling that she was pressed down by Li Lingxian. He was moving up and down on her, and she couldn't see his expression clearly. Her lower abdomen was sore and swollen, and there was a warm current hitting her again and again. When she woke up, she found that her period had come early.
    Emotional and physical desires were stimulated and fermented together.
    From then on, it was out of control.
    Li Lingxian's girlfriend was finally messed up by Li Xiling. Li Lingxian seemed to slowly realize something, and tried his best to avoid Li Xiling's touch, but in the end, neither of them broke the news. He just started to change girlfriends frequently, and on the eve of Li Xiling's 17th birthday, he deliberately brought her home.
    Across the room, the woman screamed exaggeratedly, and Li Xiling masturbated to the noise next door, screaming more exaggeratedly than her, and even accidentally punctured her hymen. When
    Li Lingxian went to her room, he saw such a scene. The little girl he raised was naked, soaked in sweat, crying, panting, staring at him, competing with him.
    He walked to the bedside, with blood spots on the sheet. The calmness and indifference on his face finally showed signs of cracking. He was caught off guard by Li Xiling's tight hug and kiss.
    Li Xiling was brave enough to risk everything, but Li Lingxian's breathing became disordered first.
    This window paper was broken, and no one could go back to the past.
    Li Xiling and Li Lingxian were against each other. When he changed his girlfriend, she would have a boyfriend. This went on for three years. When Li Xiling was a sophomore, she was only 20 years old, but Li Xiling felt that she had wasted most of her life and could not do it anymore. She thought that if he didn't want to get married for the rest of his life, why should she force him to give a result? Anyway, there were so many beautiful women around him, and she was the only one who could be registered with him.
    But things in the world are always unpredictable. One of Li Lingxian's girlfriends found her and said that she was pregnant.
    Li Xiling couldn't be the special and unique one in his life. She finally broke down and chose to lose.
    She went abroad to study with a boy who she thought was nice, and she didn't intend to come back. Li Lingxian watched coldly the whole time, but on the day of takeoff, he stopped the plane and dragged her to the bed.
    It was the first time for the two of them, and the process was brutal.
    But Li Lingxian didn't let her stay, and turned around and asked someone to send her on the plane.
    Much later, after the two were together, Li Xiling also asked him why he did that if he didn't want to keep her. Li Lingxian didn't say anything, but what he was thinking in his heart was that he was afraid that you could  forget, and he was also afraid that you really forgot.
    But she didn't know anything when she left, carrying with her the marks and pain that Li Lingxian gave her, so she thought that regret was the end.
    The author has something to say:
    I see that some friends want to read Li Xiling's story, but don't plan to write it. Just treat this as a small extra,