Rose of Heaven

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Lin Jingmo's tears rolled down silently, and I, who was eighteen years old, died with him.

She never came back to life.

The dragon slayer fought with the dragon for too long, and then turned into a dragon, waiting to be beheaded by the new dragon slayer. No one would remember how she looked when she first set out.

Gu Ci'en was just an ordinary girl, but she was much better than her current self. Lin Jingmo felt guilty about her. For revenge, she could only kill her past self and annihilate a formed soul. She blamed herself for her parents' death because of her, and her surviving daughter was not what they expected. Therefore, even after the revenge was over, they did not dare to go to the cemetery to worship her. She was so unrecognizable that they would not recognize her.

Even if they met again, they would not recognize her. There

was a lot of pain hidden in her eyes, and she didn't know who to tell. The secret wound was festering quietly. She just looked at the direction ahead in the void, howling quietly.

These weakly acidic liquids seemed to wash Cheng Yaosi's heart, gently corroding the softest part of his chest. While being drowned by the sourness, he suddenly felt a little scared, afraid that the struggling and hesitant eyes in front of him were also partly caused by him.

This made him unable to ask the root of the matter. What would happen if he asked a definite answer? He could not let her go.

When he hated her the most, Cheng Yaosi really wanted to kill her. There was no such person in the world who pulled him out of his memories and sent him to hell. Everything returned to the starting point, clean and tidy.

Put three bullets in the gun, he thought, let's see who God favors. He

was defeated in her tears again.

After seeing the postcard that night, the mystery was revealed. He was favored and fooled.

If he didn't know that Lin Jingmo was Gu Ci'en, perhaps he would not have such an obsession. He once thought that he lost the ability to love after Gu Ci'en's death. The appearance of Lin Jingmo once made him feel that it was actually a wrong perception. Therefore, even if he didn't stay with Lin Jingmo, there would be such a person in the future.

The answer to the riddle told him that there was no other choice. Even though time had passed, her appearance had changed, and her personality had changed, you still chose her.

Powerlessness, fear, ecstasy, uneasiness, the worldview was torn down and reshaped, hatred became frivolous, but he couldn't forget her. Sometimes Cheng Yaosi didn't even know how to face her. He

couldn't bring himself to torture her, and it was hard to stay indifferent to her for more than a few minutes.

As soon as she cried, he raised the white flag in his mind.

Cheng Yaosi stared at Lin Jingmo deeply.

Victory after the fight was not redemption. In fact, she had not yet stepped out of that path.

Lin Jingmo's eyes were blurred. She only saw him approaching, hugging her, and whispering: "I know it's hard for you, Lin Jingmo, you've reached the end."

Her tears fell on his shoulders along her cheeks, "But I'm still very tired. You don't understand. You have everything. It's too easy for you to pay the price alone, but I have nothing. You know, I have nothing..."

Cheng Yaosi held her face and looked at her with bright eyes: "You have yourself, you still have yourself! Don't force yourself to find the meaning of life. I can tell you that you can't find anything except gloom, but you must know why you are unhappy." Cheng Yaosi has enough say on this point. Only by understanding the root cause can you understand when to break the ground and be reborn. Just like him, after Lin Jingmo appeared, in order to get close to her, he was able to piece together a complete self.