Megan POV
5 years ago
It's one of the rare Friday nights that I'm not working.
Bey has been opening up to hanging with a select few people so I invited her, Cardi, Latto and Tori to hang out.
Normani has also decided to start hanging with niggas recently so she's here, too.
Bey anxiously sits on my lap, as we watch music videos on the flatscreen, while the other girls play Uno.
Her anxiety is 100 times better than when we first met, but she still has bad moments.
Right now is one of those moments.
I told her we could just hang out at her house or I could tell these bitches to leave but she wanted to try.
She's actually doing amazing.
Earlier, she and Tori talked for a little while about their favorite songs and they even traded playlists.
I appreciate Tori for being extra gentle with Bey.
Actually, all my friends are really understanding of her generalized anxiety.
They wouldn't be here if they weren't.
"You can play with them if you want. I'll be fine over here by myself..." Bey says softly.
Now why would I ever leave her by herself?
I wouldn't.
"I'm where I want to be." I tell her honestly.
I'm happy just sitting here with my girlfriend.
Well, not my girlfriend because she's still not really comfortable labeling our relationship yet.
I find that so maddening because I know I want to be with her forever.
But in my head she's still my girlfriend even if I'm not hers.
The loud laughter of Cardi and Latto snaps me out of my thoughts, making Bey jump.
"I got you." I remind her, tightening my grip around her waist.
I feel her breathing pick up.
"Do you want to go upstairs?" I ask her.
She nods.
I stand up, pick her up, and she immediately buries her head in my chest.
Sometimes I think she just wants to have her face in my boobs.
"We're going upstairs for a bit." I tell the group.
"Feel better, Beyoncé." Tori says triggering a chain of well wishes from the other girls.
I carry her up the first set of stairs to the living room where my mom is watching Love & Hip Hop.
"Y'all okay?" She asks.
"We're good. It's just a little loud down there. Is it okay if we go up to my room?" I ask.
I know she's going to say yes but asking keeps me on her good side and being the well behaved twin is a get out of jail free card.
"Of course." She says before adding "I'm proud of you for trying, Beyoncé."
"Thank you." Bey says quietly, her voice muffled by my boobs.
We head up the stairs to my room.
I put her down on my bed and search for the remote to my tv in the unmade bed.
Bey chuckles lightly and passes me the remote.
We settle into the bed, she snuggles up to me and I turn on one of her favorite shows.
"I don't know how you can watch this shit." I say watching white people get murdered on Game of Thrones.
"It's good." Bey shrugs.
This must be how she feels when I'm watching Attack on Titan.
After a bit, Bey looks up at me.
"What's up?" I ask.
"I saw you talking to Kehlani today at school..." she says softly.
"Okay?" I question.
Is she jealous?
"Do you like her?" She asks.
Not at all but ima mess with her.
"Maybe a little bit. We might go to the movies or something." I lie.
She huffs, annoyed.
"Why you getting upset, Bey? You like her or something?" I prod holding back a laugh.
"Don't play." She says seriously, sitting up and crossing her arms.
"What am I playing about?" I ask pretending to be dumb.
"You have a girlfriend, Megan." She says.
Not her saying my name in that tone.
"Since when do I have a girlfriend? As far as I know, nobody has locked me down..." I tell her.
"You're taken." She says more firmly.
"Nah, I don't think so. I do have a crush on this girl, but she's been trying to figure out her feelings for 2 years." I shrug.
Bey straddles my lap and kisses me.
"I figured it out." She informs me.
"Oh yeah? What did you figure out?" I ask her.
"I figured out you're not going to the movies with Kehlani." She says.
"Beyoncé..." I sigh frustrated.
Can this bitch just cuff me already??
She giggles.
"Megan, you're my girlfriend, okay? And I'm yours." She says peering down at me.
"Finally! Damn..." I sigh dramatically.
She kisses me again.
We've kissed before but this feels deeper.
"Tell Kehlani you got a girl. Text her right now." She says grabbing my phone and passing it to me.
Her lil bossy ass.
"Whoa there." I chuckle. "There's nothing going on between me and Keh. She was asking me about Tori."
"Aww. They would be cute together." Bey says.
Suddenly, there's a light knock on the door.
"The pizza and wings are here." Normani says.
"Do you want to try to eat with them or do you want me to bring the food back up here?" I ask her.
"I'll go down. It'll be just like lunch at school." She says softly.
I can tell she's a little nervous but she's doing great.
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