The aftermath || Sam and Colby

Drunk

Colby's P.O.V

Colby laied inside of his dark bedroom, on top off his bed, still wide awake. He couldn't fall asleep, his thoughts were racing with Sam's horrified face. All the things he screamed with his whole heart at the top of that roof, he really cared about me. And i treated him like that? Just for a few views? The words 'his everything i have!' Have been repiting inside of my mind since that moment. I didn't know what to do with myself, i have never felt this much guilt my whole life. I turned around to look at my phone, trying to see what time it was. It was 5 am now.

I laied there for a little longer, just staring up at the celing, thinking. That's until i heard a loud bang coming from somewhere down the hall way. I sat up in my bed and listed in closer, i could still hear small sounds of something. Maybe something falling? Or maybe someone? I stood up and put a pair of pants on, walking out of my room and down the hallway.

I heard the sound again, it was coming from Sam's room. A confusion rised inside of me as i took a few steps closet to his room, when i got closer i could see that his door was un-locked for once. I stayed there for a moment, thinking if  i really should go inside. But i needed to see that Sam was okay. I reached out for the door handel and as quiet and slowly i could, turned it down, opening the door just a little bit to look inside.

I didn't see anything, i didn't see where the sound where coming from, i couldn't even see Sam. I opend the door all the way and went inside, a heavy sence of whisky his my nose as i walked twords the bathroom. Had Sam gotten drunk all by himself? My questions got a quick answar when i looked into the bathroom to find Sam on the floor, laying on his back staring up into the blank.

"Sam, what are you doing?" I asked carfully, siting himself down on the floor a bit away from Sam, respecting his space.

Sam's head shot up, like he didn't even know Colby was in the same room as him. "Oohh... heeyy Colbyy" Sam said with a small grin on his face, but Colby could still see the redness in his eyes from all the crying.

"Sam are you drunk?" I asked, dumb question i thought. "Yeah... i couldn't sleep, i think you traumatized me man" Sam said with a little drunk laugh, But Colby could clearly hear the hiden seriusness in Sam's words.

I felt a stone of anxiety form in my stomach. I just wanted to make a prak to get some views and maybe some laughs with Sam afterwords. And it ended up being something much more bigger.

"Sam i think you should go to sleep" I said, sticking iut my hand for him to grab, but he didn't. He just looked at me, with a sad and betraied look inside of his eyes. "No" Sam said, taking a pause, trying remember the words. "I can't... nightmares" Sam sludred and laied his head back down to the floor.

I could feel myself starting to tear up as i watched my best friend fall apart right before my eyes. And it was all my fault. I decided to trying my best to get him to sober up.

"Come on Sam, let's get you to your bed" I said, taking a firm grip of his arm to drag him up to his feet.

Sam's eyes widend as he vinced in pain, I was to fucosed on getting him to his bed to even notice. He finally got up on his own two feet and started wigeling twords his bed. I stood there in the bathroom door and watched him making his was to the bed. I had never seen Sam this out of it before, not even when we vent to parties togheter.

I have never felt worse then i did in that moment, seeing my friend laying on his bed, blacked out. With tears in his eyes.

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