The Rebel

Introducing Marquise

*Previously in the last chapter*

Before I could say anything Terrell said, "Plus I have my eye on somebody better and hotter than her anyway. Tavia isn't my type at all, she's too stuck up and a bitch to people."

Who could he possibly have a crush on? I pondered this for awhile before asking, "Oh yea? Who's the lucky girl that has the pleasure of being like by you?"

He slowly brought his hand up to point at me and said, "You..." I took a couple steps back before stumbling on a rock making him catch me. This can't be happening, there's no way in hell he's serious about liking me, it's not like I feel the same.

Or maybe I do...

I pulled away from him in shock and tried to keep my distance from him. "You're lying, you can't be serious right now! I'm the most unimportant person on earth, no one really cares about me so you can't possibly like me!," I shout.

He walked closer and closer to me until he hand me pinned against the school building. He looked into my eyes and I could tell what he was about to say, was going to be true.

"Look I get that you're like the school rebel or whatever, but I like you. I'm not gonna sit here and lie to you about liking you because I'm and honest guy. It doesn't matter what happened in your past or what you do now, I have a serious crush on you that I want you to believe I have," He says meaningfully.

I stared at him in shock and I want to move away as fast as I could but my body didn't listen. I can't do this, I'm gonna get my heart broken and I don't want to go through that again.

I used all my strength and pushed past him, I decided to go home since I knew my foster parents were at work. When I got there I ran straight into my room and began to cry. I'm not so sure why but I couldn't help it, I felt like crying would make this fear of being loved go away.

"I know I'll fuck up the relationship somehow I just know it! I'm not gonna sit around and get myself mixed into this lovey dovey bullshit when I have other shit to deal with!," I mumbled.

I won't allow him to mess up my life more than it already is, I'll just ignore him for the rest of the school year. The question is, how? I'm drawn to that boy for some crazy reason and I know damn well that he's most likely the type of guy that gets around.

I just layed down onto my bed and cried myself to sleep. Somehow I slept through the night and woke up the next day with a splitting headache. I didn't feel like getting up but I got up anyway.

I took a shower and went to go eat breakfast after getting dressed in a black tank top, some dark wash jeans, and black jordans. I just ended up putting my hair in a messy bun because I was lazy and I wasn't in the mood to be messed with today.

Then I grabbed my purse and walked out the food without saying a word the entire time. I don't know why but today I just felt like shit.

I decided to just skip school altogether today because I didn't have time for people to bitch at me about the fight. Instead I ended up going to starbucks (I couldn't think of anything else) to get a vanilla bean frappé.

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When I got home from a day of doing absolutely nothing, I got a call from a number I didn't know. I answered and the conversation went like this-

Sky: Hello?

Unknown: Hey sexy

Sky: Who tf is this?

Unknown: Seriously? I thought you'd recognize my voice but I guess not. It's Terrell

Sky: Terrell? Why are you calling me and how did you get my number?

When I found out it was him, I changed his contact to his name.

Terrell: I wanted to hear your voice and I used this magical journal called a phone book

He started laughing and I giggled a bit but quickly returned to my original straight face before he could notice.

Sky: Look I-I don't have time for you right now. There's nothing special about me so you can hang up now

Terrell: Why can't you believe me? I'm telling the truth damnit!

Sky: Because I don't want to be betrayed by anyone else in my life!

When I said that I immediately hung up and went to put on some pajamas. What's with that guy anyway, why is he so interested in someone like me?

What makes me so much better than all the bitches that practically throw themselves at him? I don't understand, and whose to say I'll ever understand.

It's not like I don't have some feelings for Terrell because I do, but we're too different. I'm not pretty or important or special in anyway, so there's no reason for him to like me.

Sitting around thinking about it doesn't help my situation either, it makes it worse. I just end up thinking about it more and more until I just give up and scream into my pillow.

"Why is my life so fucking complicated!?," I yelled. Then Lucas came in with one of his friends and said, "Hey can you shut the fuck up!? Me and Marquise are trying to focus on a serious pvp match right now!"

I hated when Marquise came over, he was a total asshole and a bit of a fuckboy. Lucas doesn't even know that Marquise would hit on me and try some freaky shit with me everytime he comes over.

I doubt he'd care about what his friend tried to pull, considering we aren't related. So I turn my head away from then and mumble whatever until I heard Lucas leave.

That's when I noticed a someone's arms wrap around my waist. I quickly stood up only to turn around and see Marquise smirking.

"Wtf do you want asshole, my brother already talked to me so get tf out of my room!?," I say annoyed.

He laughed and said, "Why don't you just accept me, you know you want this. Don't fucking deny it, so come here!"

He then grabbed my arm and pulled me close to his body so that I was sitting on his lap. I struggle to get out of his grip but naturally he's too strong for me to push off.

My old fear kept re-playing in my head as I continuously struggled to get up as Marquise stuck his hand down my pants. He started to roughly rub me and it was the most uncomfortable thing I've ever been through.

"If you stay still then it'll eventually start to feel better, you want to be touched by me. It's way too obvious that you want me too by the way you pretend to resist me," He says rubbing a bit harder.

Before I could say anything, he whispered, "I know you've been raped so even if you try to get away...it'll just happen all over again."

I sat there in shock as he continued fingering me, I want him to stop. Why can't Lucas be friends with someone else. I started to cry when he finally pulled his hand out and sighed, "I'll finish you off......very soon."

*2 chapters in on day like I promised😊 So tomorrow I'll post chapter 4 so I hope you guys really enjoyed this chapter. I wish you all luck for those of you who are in school and those who aren't like me. But I'll see ya tomorrow*

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