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Control is neither here or there. There can be control of the wise. Where you can control people and forces through your life.
Determine what you want for yourself, and how you want it.
Then there's control for dummies. Those who think they can have control over another human being or just simply control situations to where they have their cake and eat it too.
I signify with the control for the wise.
I want to take control of this situation between Onikas and I to the point there's actually some sort of stability. I feel like our situation is all out of whack due to one common denominator.
But, nevertheless games are over.
I walked through the store along side Onika and Kaiden. It was that time of the month and I need to make sure my house was stacked for the next couple of months.
Onika was serious when she said she won't leave me alone. She's was at my house for a week, refusing to leave my side.
Was I mad about it? No.
But, it was for confusing my son. I don't want him to get used to seeing her everyday knowing that this isn't going to go the way either one of us wants it to go.
She finally went home last night though.
"No Kaiden stop." I took the pack of cookies from him and put them back on the shelf. Every isle I went down, he was just grabbing stuff because he liked it.
This is why mamas left the kids at home when it came to shopping. They just keep touching and touching.
"But I want cookies mommy."
"You have more than enough cookies at home Kaiden."
"But not those ones!" He raised his voice and I pivoted my head towards him quickly.
"I said no." He looked at Onika.
"The answer is still no." I don't know why he think Onika will change my mind.
"I'm sorry baby. If mommy say no, you have to take it. Eat the ones at home first and then we will come back and get these ones okay?" He nodded his head, with a pout still on his face.
Onika was only here because I didn't feel like driving. She had to come to the store anyway so why not make it easier for me?
