Locked out

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"Jayden please open the door-"
"no." I say, cutting you off and not letting you finish your sentence.
"Jayden... Please"
"No Oliver."
I could hear you walk away. I start crying more. My stomach lurches again and I crawl over to the toilet. I barf again and cry some more.
I was mad.
At both of us.
I was stupid enough to drink from your glass and I hate myself for it.
But I'm even more mad, when I asked you why you had it, and what happened to the promise you made.
I heard the door click, and I could feel your presence.
I was scared.
I was terrified of you when you were drunk. You did horrible, horrible things to me last time.
I know you'd never hurt me. Not physically.
But mentally, I was ruined.
All the horrible things you said.
It wasn't you, it wasn't my Oli.
I cried some more, letting my tears fall into the toilet.
I can't keep down alcohol.
I barfed once more and sobbed.
I felt you kneel down next to me, I felt you rub my back lightly.
You didn't say anything.
"Oli..."
I heard you sniffle.
I saw the tear hit the tile floor.
Slowly I turn and see your face.
Your eyes were red and puffy from crying. You had tears running down your cheeks. Your mouth was forming a frown.
I didn't like it.
I didn't like that look.
The look of sadness on your face made me feel cold and alone.
I felt hot tears continue to stream down my cheeks.
"Oli..."
I couldn't finish my sentence because I began sobbing.
You pulled me into a hug.
"I'm sorry Jayden. I'm so so sorry..."
I pushed you off and scrambled behind the toilet.
"Oliver please leave." I said groggily, pulling myself into a light ball.
"hmm... I don't think so. I'm bringing you to bed." You answered. I could hear you shift and stand up walking over to me. "com'mere"
Slowly I relaxed and crawled over to you. You picked me up.
I wrapped my arms around your neck and my legs around your waist, burying my face in your collarbone.
A few short seconds you threw me onto the bed and pulled the covers over me. I snuggled deep down under the covers,  surrounding myself in the beds warmth.
"You're going to need sleep..."
I didn't hear you I isn't because I drifted off.
wow hi! super shitty chapter but aye~ anyway enjoy and please don't kill me l thanks.
-- Kai

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