It's been one month since the day I faced Lizz with the truth. She has recovered a lot and I would say I'm happy to see her getting back to herself.
All the check ups are done and she is well stable now. She has done a great recovery and has worked so hard on herself. I have seen her struggling with the nightmares too and I never left her side for a while.
She is so strong to fight it back.
And I'm extremely happy looking at her around me. I can't deny how much I love her. I love her to no extent. I love her with all my heart. I just love her beyond any words could ever describe.
Well, Lizz has started doing her daily stuffs but she never talked me about our Company. She never raised this to me but I know how important it is to her. I know she might be having the feeling of self doubt but I'm here to make everything back to normal. I'm here to surprise her with the biggest gift of her life.
And then, everything would be better. But the only thing which shakes me to the core is the thought of her "not having feelings for me anymore?"
I'm scared after that incident and I often doubt if Lizz is still in love with me or not. No, I don't want to lose her and I might sound selfish but I need her in my life. Her presence makes me feel alive and I can't think about living this life without her.
What if she doesn't trust me the same?
What if she doesn't want to give our 'Marriage' a chance again because she has already given it enough?
What if she doesn't loves me anymore?
I know I was an idiot to not accept my love for her but now that I have realised it, I don't want it to be a force on her.
I want her to take her time and decide on her own the way she wants to move on with her life. After all, I can't impose my feelings on her.
What if she needs some space from me?
"Ryan.....hey! Are you there?", Chris shook me while I was busy in my cloud of thoughts. I didn't even notice him and Tristan coming inside my cabin. "When did you guys come?", I asked back.
"When you were busy looking at your wife's picture on your phone....", Tristan chuckled when I noticed that I was actually doing the same. I immediately turned it off and looked up to them, "Why are you guys here?", they took the seat in front of me.
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"Just to check on you", they laughed back. "So, how is Lizz?", I stayed silent as my mind was still filled with the previous thoughts.
"Have you confessed your love yet?", Chris asked and I looked at him.
"I don't know....", I said slowly.
"What? You don't know....? Are you an idiot or what, Ryan?", Tristan replied raising his eyebrows at me.
