It was a surreal emotion flooding inside, being in the same air around her. This girl has made my heart a home where she is solely ruling the walls of it. We danced and let our body softly syncing to each other on the music playing in the background. I could feel the emotions depriving in her eyes were mixed and confusing, both at the same time. She loves me so much that now even her eyes speaks before her, her body reacts before she can process her mind further.
And it's always the same way from my side, it's just that I'm better at suppressing my emotions. You know that's what I have always done. Escaping away from my own feelings.
She was looking absolutely breathtaking in that amazing black dress. And her being around me was enough for me to breathe as ironically, she was giving chills down my spine. And there I lost it. No, I cannot do this anymore. No, I don't want to be on this page where I have to erase her name from my page. No, staying away is not tough but it is same as being alive but not living. I have to tell her. I have to tell her the truth. I have to tell her that her Ryan never did it intentionally. That the person she is in love with, loves her back.
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With more intensity and undeniable urge, I whispered slowly to her ears, "Lizz, I can't do this anymore", snuggling my face in the crook of her neck. My voice started breaking down with each confession I was about to make barely thinking what it will leads to. I will protect her at any cost.
She rubbed my back trying to calm me down,"Then, stop doing this....", I heard her saying, her voice full of hope and pain. She is still holding it back so that I can continue. Why Lizz? Why do you love me so much?
"Why are you doing this, Ryan.... Stop pretending", she added back. I knew I couldn't take it any longer in fact Lizz was making me feel more comfortable with whatever I was going to spat out.
I broke the hug only to let her eyes meet mine, "Lizz.... I can't do this....", my eyes moistened with the tears it was holding inside, I gulped the lump in my throat.
She got herself more into my words and expected more to be coming, she cupped my cheeks with both of her hands, "Tell me.... What's the matter? Just tell me, Ryan. We will solve it together", she assured me back just for me to spill out everything.
"Lizz....", I whispered back as she nodded back at me in reassurance.
"Lizz, you might....you....might get in....danger....", I replied back as she furrowed her eyebrows at me in confusion.
"Danger?", she asked back.
I gulped the lump in my throat when suddenly my eyes fell on Caroline. 'What the hell is she doing here?', and the only thing that caught my eyes was she wasn't alone this time. There were group of men who walked behind her and they moved in to the private corner of the upstairs.
Feeling of tension build up inside me and a sudden stroke of fear was mixed up with it. 'This is it. This is the right time, she is definitely here for some big reason', I thought to myself. I had to move Lizz from here before Caroline's eyes fell on her especially with me.
