Lizzy....
My heart went numb with all the words he was uttering at that moment. The undefined hatred in his eyes broke my heart to the core. My whole world drifted apart just with the blink of an eye.
It simply means that I lost it. I fucking lost everything.
It was the betrayal he gave me.A different level of anger fueled inside me, it was an emotion of extreme rage when I heard him saying, "Your love won't make me stay with you, Lizzy Knight. And I don't do love things anyways. Get lost!", he said bitterly.
Love makes you but hell it ruins you. And this is what he has done to me today.
He is a liar. It was all a lie .So his actions were. So his care was. So his promises were. And so him. The whole him. He is a liar.How stupid I was to fall for him? Like what made me feel like that?
Did he ever love me?
No!
Did he ever tell the truth?
No!Years of friendship, trust, loyalty, faith and what not? Yes, the marriage, my love. And now my years of hardwork for this Company. My Dad's pride. Did he leave anything else not to be destroyed from his hands? Not at all.
And I loved him? I literally gave my all to him? What now? Is this how my life is going to be? Am I going to live a life again with no identity? Because my Company was my identity.
I'm sorry God but I'm unable to reciprocate anything. My mind is flooded with unanswered questions right now.
Ryan ditched me? But why? He never loved me even as his best friend? Was it all fake? Those two weeks? Our marriage? My love? He doesn't even love me back? His promises were fake? If it's a yes, then why did he pretend to be the one he never was? And if it's a no, what made him to do this?Is this his revenge?
I knelt down in front of him with the broken pieces of mine and pleaded to him. I fucking begged him not to do this. Even Peter betrayed me. I didn't urge to check the papers for once and I signed those papers. I was so engrossed in my fragile emotions that I let that bitch ruin my Dad's pride. Caroline was right. Now I know what she meant by the word 'ignorance'.
My eyes were fixed on him when he literally threw his words on me and with no mercy he turned his back on me. I sighed heavily for some longer second before getting up from my knees, shutting down my eyes to suppress back all my tears. I walked off.
Not because I wanted to but I didn't have any options left. They left me with no choices. Because he turned his back on me. He fucking let me walk away.
I wish I had never trusted you, Ryan. I wish I never loved you.
It was that slight but the softest touch I felt when our shoulders rubbed against each other for a millisecond. But I walked off with a broken heart but more with a rage in my soul.
The man who never saw my love will never see my tears.
And I'm still not able to hate him but I'm ready to hate myself for not doing so.
This is what love makes you.Helpless.
Ryan, I took a vow of getting married to you for our family, loving you wasn't planned but I fell for you anyways.
But today, it's for my own self respect, I'm taking a vow of getting my everything back.
I will never get your love back and I don't need it now but at least I can get back my Company, for which I have worked hard, every single day.
My Dad's pride.
I will never let my Dad's hard work go in such dirty hands. You defeated Lizzy Ryan Woods but you can never defeat Lizzy Knight.
And with that I walked off, absolutely not knowing if I will ever return back to this place or not.
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