Entry # 10

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Its my first time to have someone like you in my life.
Many are astrot, many are shock, no lie.
I say "It's nothing serious!", I still hide.
Deep down, Im whipped to the spine.

Now Im confused to what I really am feeling.
Is this just emphathy or a new emotion starting?
Am I inlove or I just find this engaging?
Should I admit or hide its blooming?

Truth is I fear that your were just playing me.
Too many "what ifs" played in a beat.
I am betrayed countless times unfortunately.
Those times are my reason and my reality.

Now I let stupid myself in.
Knowing what the consequences has been.
Even carrying the memories within.
Even knowing one day these will sting.

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