I..I..Sorry

Apology

Pond and Phuwin had so much fun enjoying the party with phuwin dancing a lot to the point pond was getting worried but just stayed close to ensure he was fine. P'Milk continued her matchmaking game through out the evening as she pulled both boys close with pond telling jokes that made phuwin laugh throughout the evening.

Pond was so happy seeing phuwin laugh freely and not being scared of him. On their way back to their room phuwin kept talking and talking laughing while pond listened smiling. Pond didn't notice phuwin was asking a question and just kept on smiling looking at him nonetheless which made phuwin smile back asking" why are you lost? Why are you smiling like that? "
Pond says " You have the prettiest smile I the world" phuwin smiles back blushing a little.

Pond realising what he just said " sorry I..uh". Phuwin laughs out loud at Pond's reaction and says " welcome back from dream land, I will go take my shower now"...
Phuwin quickly showered all set for bed, he took his meds and had a quick snack pond had kept for him while pond showered as well. When pond was trying to dry his hair, he saw phuwin hitting his shoulders with his hand giving himself a self massage.

Pond says " Do you want me to give you a massage? I can do so if you don't mind"
Phuwin asked " my legs too?" Pond nodded. Phuwin smiled agreeing.
Pond started his hand work making phuwin feel so good. Phuwin said " that feels great, you are good at this just like mum. I feel so  tired and my feet really did hurt a while ago, but I am so happy I had so much fun I could talk about it all night"
Pond smiled asking" are you really that happy?" Phuwin smiled and nodded " your cousin is really fun to be with" Pond said" I am happy you are happy, since we have a week, I will take you around the island. There are so many beautiful places you would love".. phuwin excited says " Really?". Pond nods saying " Yes".

When he is done phuwin goes to bed and falls asleep immediately while pond goes to his own bed not sleepy yet. After a while he looks at phuwin who is all spread out on his bed, he goes to tuck him back in and stares at him for a while. At night, phuwin has a nightmare and starts crying and pond hearing him goes to comfort him. He already knows about phuwin's nightmares. Phuwin holds on to pond tight as he drifts back to sleep. Pond ends up sleeping with phuwin in his arms.

Next morning, noticing he was on phuwin's bed, pond panicked as he felt phuwin would get angry so he carefully got up from the bed not waking him up. Phuwin woke up with a headache, had his meds. Morning sickness was a thing which no longer surprised him but did surprise pond who worried about him vomiting like that. He then told phuwin they could stay home and not go out and phuwin wasn't having it. They ended up going as planned and phuwin loved every bit of this trip...
Along the line they sat by the beach which was so beautiful but Pond had something on his mind.

Pond says " Phuwin?.." phuwin turns to him responding , pond continues " I am sorry for everything I did to you that day, I am really sorry. I know you can't forgive me right now, but I promise to be here if you need anything and I promise to love our child with my everything. Please forgive me."
Phuwin looks at him and a tear escape his eyes  as he says" I don't know if I can forgive you or forget everything, but for the child I think we can talk at least. I don't want to keep him or her away from you, I always longed for my father's love and didn't get it and I don't want same for my child, he or she has you and I think you would make a great father. I don't need anything from you, just make sure to love our child so much"

Pond says" I promise I will, I apologise again"
Phuwin just hums and wipes his tears away. The rest of the week goes by just okay and they return from the trip. Phuwin gets home schooled.

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