I..I..Sorry

should be a new beginning

It's been a week since phuwin came home well at win's place, and today he decided to go back to school so he is going to school. At school , Win told phuwin that school knows he and pond were attacked and he made sure not to tell personal details and no one knows anything else. Phuwin is still using his crutch, but he didn't walk to school, him and winny were dropped off by one of their kind neighbour's after winny's mum pleaded with the neighbor to drive them so phuwin doesn't have to be late cause walking with the crutch might slow him down and he still has some pain at his rear area, though he doesn't say but they know, just that they don't want to ask him and remind him.
Win suggested phuwin says home for a week more but he was adamant about going.

When they got to class, phuwins friends ran to him expressing their worries, others having pitiful eyes towards his broken leg but that's just it, if it was something more he doesn't know how he would handle those eyes.
The day goes smoothly with phuwin occasionally getting checked on by Win and his other friends and some teachers. Here is the thing, phuwin is so loved for his brilliance and kind hearted nature.
On one part of the hall, a guilty pond kept stealing glances at phuwin with a heart full of worry, and regret. Phuwin on the other hand was in so much pain sitting down for so long, his rear end started to hurt but he couldn't say anything and Win sitting behind him c
checked up on him from behind and noticed he was sweating and guessed he was in pain,  he took out a pain killer and a bottle of water and gave him, phuwin took it gratefully.

On their way out of school phuwin and Win were walking home,  Win is worried phuwin won't be able to walk that long but phuwin assured him.
Pond spots them outside campus on their way, he stops his driver behind them and gets out of the car and calls out  "Phuwin, hold on , we can drop you both off" hearing his voice irritates phuwin who pauses and continues ignoring what Pond said. Pond tries again "Phuwin please let me drop you home please" . Win responds " hey can't you see we don't need your help, and your voice is irritating , it's hot and you are adding to the heat so just shut up , get into your car and leave ". Phuwin couldn't care less and just kept on going...

The group assignment they had to do, phuwin decided to finish his part and handed it to win who coordinated all the meetings with the others. Phuwin didn't want to see pond and win didn't want to either, but he had to step in for phuwin in this case...

Pond on the other hand attended all the assignment meeting sessions hoping to see phuwin and know how he was doing, but phuwin never showed up and he knew why...

Pond's POV
Today is the last day for the assignment meet up and again phuwin didn't show up. It seems he doesn't want to see me. He probably won't forgive me either. Who would forgive someone who raped him. But I really didn't want to and didn't want mag to be raped either. She just wanted to buy some time according to her but instead it feels like she wanted to save herself. If only he could forgive me. Whenever I remember the look on his face when I hit him and started sleeping with him, it breaks my heart.i would never forget that day for sure.
If only I could return in time, I won't have gone out with Mag that day.But it's too late ." Please forgive me Phuwin, I will do anything to earn your forgiveness "

The week goes by really smooth and phuwin is much stronger and tries walking without a crutch buy he feels different somehow. During the weekend he had a few stomach aches and he easily feels weak and tired, and he threw up once and winny thought maybe he had something serious but he assured him he was fine. He didn't want winny's mum spending money to take him to the hospital, he doesn't like the idea. Today at school they have an activity where some students have to dress in white and black for a play which is about art students in the university and engineering students. It's a known thing in thailand that engineering students always have a thing with other sets of students In school. Phuwin and winny are dressed as arts students while others are engineering. The teacher came up with the script so they all had to participate and know their roles.
It's currently 6:00am and the boys have to be in school at 9:am, and they are still sleeping.

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