I..I..Sorry

leaving

The next few days was full of cuddles and care from pond for phuwin to a point phuwin felt a little overwhelmed. Pond won't leave his side for even a minute. He would be so attentive to phuwin's every move and make sure he ate probably overfed at one point. Help him with his exercises, leg massages and so on.

Pond's mum had visited and knelt down before phuwin apologising and he was weary of her as he didn't understand her sudden change towards him and felt like she would hurt him when they are alone so he always stayed alert whenever he was alone with her, although she didn't do anything except for check up on him, and try to engage in few conversations with him. The look in her eyes had changed indeed but phuwin felt he couldn't get carried away.

Phuwin finally left the hospital but didn't want to live in pond's House without Win at least because he felt with Win around he could be safe. Although Win would always go to school but having one more person in the house apart from pond would make him feel better.

At school something happened which made pond's behavior at home change the next few days. Phuwin noticed the change and asked pond about it but he insisted he was okay.
At night pond back hugged phuwin who was trying to put on his top. Putting his arms around his waist and caressing his belly and leaning his chin on phuwins shoulder pond said " phu.. i want to confess something to you. I don't know if you have forgiven me or not, but i thought i should tell you this : I Love you Phuwin, I Love you so much,not because you are pregnant but knowing you and getting close I have indeed fallen for you. Its okay if you dont love me or want anything to do with me, i just wanted you to know that and if I am not here in the future. Always remember that I Love you and our babies so much"

Phuwin short of words didn't know what to say " I.. I " Pond interrupts saying " shush you don't have to answer. I just wanted to say that. Also I was thinking , phuwin why don't you try therapy especially for your nightmares. You barely get any sleep at night right?"
Phuwin says" well okay I could try, but why does it feel like you want to leave us, what's wrong pond"
Pond says " Nothing, don't overthink I am okay, common dress up let's go to bed"

The next day after breakfast. Pond holds phuwin for a hug and suddenly pond's father comes with a policeman and says " son it's time"
Phuwin looks at him and at the police officer. Phuwin asks" time for what? " looks at pond and says " Pond what's going on and why is there a police officer here? Pond answer me"

Pond's father comes close to phuwin putting a hand on phuwin shoulder saying" Son pond has to go away for a short time but he will be back soon. I promise "
Phuwin asks confused as he looks at pond who has a sad look on his face " Go go where? Why is he going away and where to, pond answer me please I  don't understand "
Pond says" phuwin calm down okay. Look I just have to go with the officer for sometime but I will be back okay."

Phuwin says " Pond why are you going with a police officer and where? ...win please ask him to tell me...do do you know about this win?...why is no one saying something"

Win who originally had to stay with them for a week ended up staying for 3weeks. It seems something had happened and he knew but why wasn't anyone saying anything.

Phuwin turned to pond's father " Sir why is he going away. Please tell me. I am scared please tell me..." phuwin was such a person that hates goodbyes and pond who he considered a friend and the father of his babies was leaving to God knows where with a police officer and he didn't know why nor understood this. Maybe its the hormones but now he was tearing up asking for answers holding unto pond's hand tightly while asking pond's father.

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