In Love With My Sister Husband

Chapter 20

MALANI P.O.V.

Is this what I get for not having boundaries with people? Like my sister can clearly see that I'm in a state of emergency and all she wants to do is go dress shopping. She's only worried about how she's going to look as a pregnant bride.

What about this? She asked as she came out in the most beautiful dress there ever was. I always said if I get married I'd have a big gown that gives off the Cinderella look. She had on this long sleeve Swarovski diamond covered deep v neck cut top that flares into a beautiful Cinderella gown with diamonds shinning all over it and a diamond tiara as a val. She was stunning in it. It was something I dreamed of my wedding dress.

What do you think sissy? She asked turning to me. My mother had tears in her eyes. "I know you love this style of dresses and this would be you."

It's beautiful! I admitted.

Great! My sister approved I love this! I'm saying yes to the dress! She said so excitedly. My mom and aunt and my sister friend clapped and cheered as my mother cried. I got up grabbing my purse to leave the dress shop. I couldn't breathe. I made it all the way to my car and got in before I started balling my eyes out.

I looked up as my car door opened and Harlem got into my car. "I was coming out of a meeting and I seen you walking out the store and you crying I just had to come check on you Malani" he said so sincerely.

My sister is marrying the man I'm suppose to, that I'm so fuckin in love with in my dream wedding dress. I'm not fuckin okay! All this because of you! I just want you to leave me alone Harlem. Go play with her! I just need to get through my emotions and just heal! I know I will never have you and I've made peace with that. So just leave me alone! He reached over and hugged me.

I told you I just need to figure some shit out first...
I pushed him off of me cause I couldn't stand to be in his space right now.

That Was before I found out you was fuckin my sister and engaged to her and impregnated her! What is there to figure out?

You know I don't believe in that broken home shit. If I got a kid on the way I gotta do right by that kid. You know that's law and how I was raised. I love you and I'm in love with you. I told her I'm in love with another woman and that I don't wanna get married. She started crying and doing all that extra shit saying she couldn't be a single mom and shit. If I leave her to be a single mom I'm going against my morals Malani and you know that.

Sounds like you got it all figured out to me!

I can't let you leave my life! How I'm suppose to live without you when I just got you back? How? You mean the world to me and I want you to be my wife!

So I'm suppose to just sit here and let you play in my face.

How the fuck am I playing in your face?

You sitting here telling me you want me you love me and don't want me to go no where but you got the next bitch shopping for a wedding dress! Make it make sense! I'm done with this conversation, just get out my car. I started to wipe my face from the tears. "GET OUT!" I yelled. "I don't wanna be with you Harlem! Fuck you! We'll never ever be together again!"

Don't say that!

I fuckin mean it! I wish I never fucked you, I wish I never kissed you, I wish I never liked you, I wish I never ever fuckin fell in love with you! You can go to hell! I wiped my tears in all seriousness and I could tell I hurt his feelings. He got out the car slamming my door. I started my car and hurried to pull off. I deserve so much more!