Walls of Isolation

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The walls of my room seemed to close in tighter with every passing hour, pressing against me, suffocating me. It had been a week since the police station—a week that felt more like an eternity. My parents had grounded me, not in the typical "you're-in-trouble" sense, but in a desperate attempt to protect me. Protect me from what, though? The rumors? The outside world? Or maybe, just maybe, from myself.

Morning light filtered weakly through the curtains, casting shadows that seemed to dance on the walls, mocking me. Outside, life went on—cars honked, children laughed, and the distant hum of a lawnmower drifted through the air. Ordinary, mundane sounds. They should've been comforting, but instead, they felt alien, like a language I no longer understood.

I should have been at university, laughing with my friends, shaking off the remnants of the concert's chaos. Instead, I was here, trapped in my room, a prisoner of my own thoughts. Every memory, every whispered accusation replayed in my mind like a broken record, each loop tightening the grip of despair around my chest.

A soft knock broke the silence, followed by the creak of the door. My parents stepped inside, their worry practically radiating off them. Mom carried a tray of food—toast, eggs, and a bruised apple. It was a far cry from her usual care in presentation. Even her cooking reflected the tension.

"Kat, honey," she said softly, setting the tray on my desk. "You need to eat."

"Thanks," I mumbled, not bothering to look up.

Dad hovered near the doorway, his expression strained. "How are you feeling, sweetheart? You know we're here for you."

"I'm fine," I lied, forcing a tight smile that felt more like a grimace.

They exchanged glances, the kind of silent communication that parents perfected.

"Alright, Kat. Just remember, we're downstairs if you need us," Mom said, her voice gentle but firm.

When they left, I let out a breath I hadn't realized I was holding. The toast sat untouched on the tray, and I pushed it aside. The weight of their concern was a constant presence, pressing down on me, and I hated it. Hated how helpless it made me feel.

The hours dragged by in an endless blur. I scrolled through social media, a self-inflicted form of torture. Every picture from the concert, every smiling face, was a reminder of the life that felt so distant now. Adri texted occasionally, but her messages were stilted, careful. I could feel the strain in her words, the hesitation. It was as though she didn't know how to approach me anymore—as though I were a fragile glass about to shatter.

By the next day, the isolation had seeped into my bones, a dull ache that refused to go away. I was staring out the window, watching the world move on without me when a knock sounded at my door. This time, it wasn't my parents.

Adri stepped inside, her face a mix of determination and concern. "Hey," she said, holding up a bag of snacks and a magazine. "Thought you could use some company."

For a moment, I felt a flicker of warmth, but it was quickly swallowed by frustration. "Thanks, but I'm not really hungry," I said, turning my gaze back to the window.

"Kat, you can't keep doing this to yourself," Adri said, her voice firm as she sat on the edge of my bed. "You're going to make yourself sick."

"Why do you care?" The words came out harsher than I intended, but I didn't try to take them back. "You think I wanted this to happen?"

"Of course not! But you're shutting everyone out, including me. I'm trying to help you!" Her voice rose, frustration bleeding through.

"Help me? By ignoring me like everyone else?" The bitterness in my voice surprised even me, but I couldn't stop. "You don't know what it's like. Everyone thinks I'm a monster now."

Adri's expression softened, hurt flickering in her eyes. "No one thinks that, Kat. Not everyone. You're letting Alista's words get to you, but you know she's not your friend."

"It doesn't matter," I snapped. "Her words are the ones everyone believes. And what about you? You're only here because you feel guilty."

Adri sighed, running a hand through her hair. "I'm here because I care about you. Even if you're mad at me, I'm still on your side."

The words hit me like a punch to the gut, and guilt twisted in my stomach. Before I could respond, there was another knock at the door. My dad stepped in, his expression grim. "Adri, your dad's on the phone. He wants to talk to you."

Adri shot me a look, a mix of worry and determination, before stepping out. The moment she was gone, the weight of our conversation crashed down on me. I'd lashed out at the one person who'd stood by me, and now she was probably questioning why she'd bothered.

When Adri returned, I couldn't meet her eyes. "Adri, I..." I swallowed hard, the words catching in my throat. "I'm sorry. For what I said earlier."

She hesitated, then sat back down on the bed. "It's okay. I get it. You're going through a lot."

"That doesn't excuse it," I said, my voice barely above a whisper. "I've been so angry, and I've been taking it out on everyone. Especially you."

Adri's expression softened, and she reached out to squeeze my hand. "We'll get through this, Kat. One step at a time."

For the first time in days, I felt a flicker of hope. It wasn't much, but it was enough to keep me going—enough to remind me that I wasn't completely alone.

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