She's toxic right?
*was she toxic before you lied to her about another woman?
*was she toxic before you took advantage of her trust?
*was she toxic before forgiving you for hurting you repeatedly?
To those I've been in a relationship with, I may not have been the best. With a couple I know I wasn't. But also with a couple, how many times did you drain me. How could you look at me and expect me to be the same person I was in the beginning, go ahead call me crazy. Tell people I was awful. But thing after thing I stayed, I loved, I forgave, and I lost trust. I started not caring if I hurt them back. Figured if they could hurt me like that our relationship was already over. Maybe I was bad, but I wasn't trying to be. With the healing come forgiveness and anger and what used to be and what might never be again.
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Words Best Left Unsaid
ŞiirLet's be honest. Some words are better left unsaid, these..these are my words that shouldn't have been said. Some of these I know are not perfect, but they are mine. My thoughts and pain I have been though, I will not apologize for speaking my truth...
