Chapter 11!

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Becky's POV:

Since the when we were about to kiss, Freen  has been careful in putting a limit between us. But, still we flirt with each other and that give me so much joy. 

However, for the past few days she is again back to her dark mood. She doesn't smile but focus too much on work and sometimes stays at office as if it is her home. I can see dark circles again under her eyes. I knew she is going back to the fighting club as I have asked my men to look over her at that place. Today, I am seeing her in a very bad shape. She has got a black eye which i am aware she would have got from the fight but I do not want to push her to tell me everything now. I need to give her some time.

Freen's POV:

Everything was fine until I got call from my mom reminding me how ungrateful child I am to her. I couldn't sleep from the day when I got her call. I feel like shouting, crying, breaking everything. I started going to fight club most often now a days. Months became weeks and weeks became daily. Now I am visiting it often that I come with so many wounds on me. Becky has been keeping silent for which I am grateful. She doesn't push my button and cares me deeply. Today I got a black which she saw and I just told her it is just a hit on my wall. She didn't believe it though but didn't push me as well. She gently caressed my face and I leaned to her hand wanting more from her. It helps me to calm. One thing I learnt from these the past months being at London is there is one person who can heal me and that is Becky. But I cannot let her in. I cannot pull her into my hell.

Today we have a party on behalf of our first successful proposal and Becky is picking me from office as I left mine at home. For a girl who is intern, she rides a very expensive car. And we are here.

Becky's POV:

Freen said she doesn't drink. But now she is on her 10th round and she is flirting so much. I won't say that I do not enjoy it but I need to be sober as I have to drive her home. Suddenly she started pulling me for a kiss and we kissed untill I pushed her. I do not want to take advantage of her state. But I saw something on her eyes - sadness. She said - "I know you will not like a person like me". What does she mean by that.

I have to pull her to my car and as she didn't give me her address, here I am in my room with her. Suddenly I felt her grabbing my hand asking me to stay. She is looking directly into my eyes saying, "Becky... I love you so much. But I am not the person whom you think. I am a very bad person.  I am not wanted by anyone even my parents.  Then why do you have to hurt me by making me love you.  I need you so much that I couldn't have you. I know you will leave me eventually when you know me. But I need you. You are the only person who can heal me", I see her eyes I  tears.I did the only thing I can do. I hugged her and in few minutes I heard her deep breath. Knowing that she has slept, I made her lie down and went to sleep on my couch.

I promised myself that no matter what, I am going to stay with her and heal her. I drifted to sleep thinking about my future with her.     

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