It's a state that can't be described in words. It's a state where things are happening around you but you don't feel anything, can't comprehend anything and don't react to everything. You do everything yet can't process anything. You do things that used to make you happy but they don't give you that adrenaline rush . Grief takes over you . Same friends and family that you used to feel loved around don't feel the same . Hurtful things and incidents happen around you but you can't cry . Eyes lose its ability to shed tears . Heart just feels heavy and doesn't feel happiness, sadness, excitement or any other emotion at all.